My own birth mother despises me.

[`Epsilon]

I thought she loved my as a child of her own. Along with my lil brothers. Now she confesses that I'm a horrible son to her. In the other hand, my father always calms down onto an argument or situation; sorta like this one. She wont even let me apoligize to her. She dosnt even look at me once she returns home. It's hard to apoligize to her with my behavior I had one night, that started it all. It's been 3 days now, and it feels like an eternity. I've been injuring myself, writing my poetry, and even taking my outside life photos that calm me down. But nothing works. I love my mother. Because she was the only one who actually loved me. I don't know what to do. if you're reading this. Help me. Please.

-derrick  

[Brianface]

I had a similiar problem but it was more like... "I hate you and never want to see you again" from my mother. And well, I haven't seenher since I was 8yrs old.

I went through alot of early treatment afterwards, maybe you should go see a doctor too.  

[Bottine]

Sheesh, what did you do that was so bad? O_o
 

[Thida Fxcking Tragedy++]

Awwh I'm sorry

Do you know why she hates you?

 

[`Epsilon]

Haunts the Dead

Awwh I'm sorry

Do you know why she hates you?

No.  

[xRAWK!OWTx]

oh my gawsh.. i dont know.. i cant thinkk
umm we can chatt if you want, maybe i can help you feel better =]] ??
thats all i can think of
x  

[Cupcakes are Scene]

Well I think that what you should do is first if you aren't happy you need to be happy, and you can do this by listening to happy music, reading stuff, hanging out with nice friends, (yes i know how retarded this sounds but its true) then work on easing into being a happy family with your mom, 'cause she's your mom and if she says take the dishes to the dishwasher then do what she says, make sense?  

[`Epsilon]

skellington_in_the_dark

Well I think that what you should do is first if you aren't happy you need to be happy, and you can do this by listening to happy music, reading stuff, hanging out with nice friends, (yes i know how retarded this sounds but its true) then work on easing into being a happy family with your mom, 'cause she's your mom and if she says take the dishes to the dishwasher then do what she says, make sense?

Yeah. It does. I'll try.  

[xXxPansyxXx]

um,m, im really sorry but i dont know what to tell you, ive havent expericened this or anything that close really, my family gets along really well....

sorry  

[its_gud_2_b_a_tomboy]

Mum, when she gets really pissed off, tells me that she never wanted me and she wishes I would dissapear. crying  

[xx z o m b i e]

My mom loves me,I hate her guts,My father loves me,I Want him dead
I hate my parents,My father moved and I will not see him for a long time
and im happy for it,all these years I have told my parents I love them with fake smiles,Whee in secret I wished them all dead.
I have found out so amny things my parents did that affected me in many ways that I blamed myself for And now I know It was there fault and I hate them for liying to me,Because they lied to me and they blamed it on me even though it was there fault,they would rather have there daugher feel the guilt of what they did instead of facing it themselves.