There is a girl that has been bullying me for 8 years, I finally just stopped crawling back to her and now she calls me wan'a-b' and emo and she calls everyone that, I mean I really hurt because of what she says and she likes MCR and HIM and Nirvana and all them but she has no IDEA of what we feel, she has so many friends and pretty much everyone he meets likes her but me, then she posted a picture of herself black and white overhead, AND SHES CALLING ME WAN'A-B AND EMO! WHY IS IT THAT NO ONE CAN BE SOMETHING BUT HER, AS IF EVERYTHING TO DO WITH YOUR SOCIAL LIFE IS UNDER HER CONTROL! AND IT IS IF YOU LET HER AND IT'S VERY HARD NOT TO!She is so happy and has that in her that she can PRETEND to be depressed, I used to see it just as a style but now I'm living it, I don't feel happy, when I laugh my laughter is hollow because I realise where I stad in life...alone and depressed with 1 true friend, lately I have been thinking of suicide, my sister was looking at the websites visited to try and find one she wanted to go on and saw I was on www.depressed.com and showed my sister and was pretty much laughing, I just went up to my room and had an outburst, I needed to be free and distracted, even just for a minute, and then I slit my wrists so many times, good thing it's Winter, it is rather noticeable.
Sorry, but does anyone else feel remotely like I do because I know no one will ever know everything I feel, I don't even know if there is anyone who KIND OF know how I feel...
Sorry, but does anyone else feel remotely like I do because I know no one will ever know everything I feel, I don't even know if there is anyone who KIND OF know how I feel...
