Hikaru Akumu's Literature

[Hikaru Akumu]

Mmm..

I noticed a lot of people were posting thier poems..

So...

I thought I'd post mine if that is all right.


I tend to write a lot,

every day to be exact.

I also make sayings.

I've gone through at least over 50 full composition notebooks a year

filled with all my poems. Front and back.

No Drawings.

Just words.

Stanzas.

Yup.

Read if you want.

I'll put up others.

Short storys.

All that jazz.

I draw too.

But I'll make another

Little board for that

Much later.

 

[Hikaru Akumu]

NOTE: MOST OF MY POEMS HAVE NO TITLES. IF YOU DARE COPY MY POEMS I WILL FLAME YOU TO A POINT OF MURDER. DO NOT. I REPEAT. DO NOT TAKE MY POEMS OR SAYINGS WITHOUT MY PERMISSION!

Where am I?
Who am I?
How did I get here?
The darkness surrounding me,
The coldness engulfing me,
I wonder how I got here.
Staring at my arm,
I see what happened to me through that arm.
Dark red scars, like tiger stripes
Endless numbers of the former light.
I glare around hoping to find,
The light that will lead me,
The light that will take me,
The light that will help me,
Get away from all this fright!
I cry all day and Night,
Searching for the light
Where is the place?
I can live
The place where the light leeks in.
I seem the age of 13,
It seems I been here longer than that.
I seem to lost my memory,
It seems I have left the world.
I glare on up, seeing people,
Through this place, I see someone
I see someone, the one person,
The one person who
Actually cared for me.

 

[Hikaru Akumu]

Before I fall I want you to know that
Before I fall I want you to remember that
Before I fall I want you to realize that
Before I fall I want you to believe that

I didn’t die because of you
I didn’t die close to you
I didn’t die because I hated you
I didn’t die because I couldn’t understand you

Before I fall know that all
Before I fall remember it all
Before I fall realize that
Before I fall believe it all

I didn’t leave you forever
I didn’t leave you behind
I didn’t leave you for hate
I didn’t leave you at all

Before I fall understand that
Before I fall trust that
Before I fall live with that
Before I fall look at this through me

I didn’t disappear near you
I didn’t disappear without you
I didn’t disappear because of you in anyway
I didn’t /like/ you in that way.

Before I fall I want to know
Before I fall I want to know
Before I fall I want to know

You still remember me
You still believe me
You still trust me
You still hurt me
Before I fall I want to realize
Before I fall I want to realize
Before I fall I want to realize

You still know me
You still hear me
You still believe me
You still know I’m there

Before I fall I want to believe
Before I fall I want to believe
Before I fall I want to believe

You are near me
You are beside me
You are with me
You are listening

Can you take a hint?

Before I fall I want you to say this
Before I fall I want you to repeat this
Before I fall I want you to remember this
Before I fall I want you to engrave this

She loved me dear
She didn’t leave me alone
She didn’t die close to me
She loved me forever

 

[Hikaru Akumu]

You always seem so trusting
You always think I’m there
You always believe I’m breathing
Everything excluding the air

I seem so oblivious of what’s around me.
I seem so out of place.
I seem so wrong for you
Yet you always cared.

You think I might be insane.
You wonder what that feeling is.
You don’t understand do you?
That I’m always waiting for you.

I’m waiting for you to make the first move,
Before I do anything more.
I write silly poems about you
My friends replying with fear.

You seem to pretend that I don’t know you.
You seem to prefer the thoughts of your friends
Than the ways of your heart.
You seem so unbelieving that sometimes
Makes me want to wait for you more.

I barely know you.
You barely know me.
I’m positive we belong together
You seem to believe as much as me.

Will you love me?

 

[Hikaru Akumu]

I am I am
The girl I want to be
I am I am
Who you see
I’m not I’m not
Wearing a mask
Like those other girls
You’ve seen pass
I am I am
A girl with a dream
I am I am
A girl with
My own fling
I won’t I won’t
Care what they say
If I’m with you
They’ll just run away
I am I am
The girl you see
I am I am
The Girl I am, you see
I don’t, I don’t
Care what you say
You know, I know
That we’re meant to stay.

 

[Hikaru Akumu]

Lovely Laughter
Sad good-byes
Happy endings
Are just a bunch of lies?

You know you don’t
Understand
I know you know
I won’t understand

You broke my heart
I won’t forgive you
Not another Chance
No more lies
No more Mercy

I can’t stand it
How you set your web
Of lies around me
I hate how you
Toyed with my feelings
You’re the first
I showed
The true side of me
I can finally pull away my mask
And finally be weak

Submissive and Quiet
That’s how I am
I put up a tough act
For those who can’t stand

I rather be different
Than blend into those
But yet, you’re the one
Who made me one of those

 

[Hikaru Akumu]

Unreal accusations.
Impossible to forget
Those ugly mean thoughts
Unreal and Forgotten
Accusations haunt me too.
I stuck in a cage
Trapped like a bird
Help me free my wings
And Fly away with freedom

I’m stuck in this place
This sad place
My happiness leaks away
Leaving Depression, Hatred
Accusations, excuses, and lies
In my midst.

Your lies that say
I’ll be free and happy
If I come to live
With you for life
Made me wonder now
If you were just kidding
Just screwing around
Like the b*****d you are.

My hatred for this
Burns forever on my skin
Because of you
I’ve scarred my soul
Over 30 times

Now, being stuck with you
Longer now
I’ll scar my soul
Over 50 times
I scar my soul
My heart
My mind
My broken wings.

Thanks to you
I’m gone away
With these Unreal
Unforgiving
Merciless
Accusations