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 Posted: Tue Feb 20, 2007 8:20 pm
hi guys...im sorry to bother you...and i dont know how my problems compare to yours....but i personaly am not strong enough to handle these problems much longer......my mental state is shredding apart.....images of the future is tearing me apart....and im so lonely.....people tell me just to move on....just to forget about her....but its not that easy....people tell me that things will get better.....but that line is played out...how can i beleave it anymore....?i know there are people on gaia who care about me....and 2 or 3 people in my city who care about me.....and i dont want to hurt those people with my death....but i feel i cant hold back my self-destructibve and incredibly tempting ideas much longer....the idea of jumping off a building is very tempting....i know its not right....and i know i have problems in the head from my shaping of life....but i also know how pointless living is for me....i dont wanna die persay....i just want to be a differantperson......a person who might be kissed one day.....a person who....maybe....would end there lives happily married.....please....im begging you.....somebody help me....help me to pull away from these suicidal thoughts before its too late......
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Posted: Wed Feb 21, 2007 6:17 pm
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Posted: Wed Feb 21, 2007 9:50 pm
Becuase its a personal issue, you need to keep your mind busy basically.
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Posted: Wed Feb 21, 2007 11:58 pm
I agree, it's when you're stagnant that you feel like s**t.
Maybe you should see a Counselor. If you're into that.
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Posted: Thu Feb 22, 2007 4:36 pm
I really wish i could help you, but I too am feeling like this and don't know what to do about it. crying
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Posted: Wed Jun 06, 2007 11:26 am
think happy thoughts biggrin
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Posted: Wed Jun 06, 2007 12:19 pm
Rellik San Becuase its a personal issue, you need to keep your mind busy basically.
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Posted: Wed Jun 06, 2007 12:29 pm
I say you need to get the ******** over yourself.
You're not gonna kill yourself.
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Posted: Wed Jun 06, 2007 1:05 pm
Just think, if you end it all now, yes, it's the easy way out, but you'll never know what happened after, and then, you will be proving that you're weak, prove to yourself that you're stronger and better than you're acting atm . . .
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