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I apologize if you don't like the whatever you want to call it. I'm sure you all want to know what I think of you. This is my poetry ####, except without the satisfaction. (((Let's see how many people respond))) And just for the record. I don't care what you think. I like taking up space because it is my right as a US citizen. Ha. I bet you've heard a lot of ignorant people say that. "Because it's my right." It's your right to criticize my poetry, and my right to curse you.
Mother Nature is gone. Hiding from the world. From the pain and strife, And anger. We question the unanswerable. We wish we understood. We lack the capacity To understand our own faults. We live everyday, Accustomed to the aggression. We go one more hour. The pain never stops. "It was meant to happen." Or so you say. You're convinced the world is dead. There's nothing left for you. Who would help; The guardian has lost her will. Maybe truth is dead. All we're fed is lies. Should you go another day? Or give up as well... You could be like the world. Lie down and die. Escape from this madness. One more person, that realized. There was nothing to fight for.
Poetry is dead. Why don't you understand? You fill up your heads With hopes and dreams. Writing them down Won't achieve Satisfaction. Are all of you insane. Writing hasn't won a war, brought peace. It's all the same. Nobody cares. Your feelings Don't matter. You can't change your fate. People live; Breed off of hate. Poetry is weak For the wounded A crutch for the meek. You should have learned.
You've always said You want to fly. Escape the pain, I never questioned why. I supported you. Loved you. I thought you felt the same. I thought it would last. but I never believed, That when you grew your wings You'd leave me in the past.
I cut because you hate me I cut because you lied I cut because you hurt me These feelings I can no longer hide
I’m lying on the floor Broken, cold and dead All the warmth is gone Nothing is in my head All my hopes and fears Wash down the drain Mingling with blood and tears Long since spilled and forgotten But now I can’t help but wonder Would this happen If we traveled back in time What we did and what we said Our first meeting and where it led Was a lie
I cut because you hate me I cut because you lied I cut because you hurt me And I really tried
You hurt me worse then I could ever do How long has it been? Since you hurt me then you Turned and ran Since you beat me ‘til I bled Watched me in the corner Broken, cold, and dead A bitter façade inside and out How long will it take? Until you find out I’m empty of emotion I’ve rid myself of you And even if you lied to me There’s nothing worse you could do
Do you remember, Wen we were young? I had it all Or so I thought. You were so nice Loving. I wanted you, And you wanted me. No... Are you amused? Standing ther Watching me Broken and dieing. I gave you myself. Back then I was ignorant. I gave you my fears. You said you'd protect me. I gave you my past. You said you'd understand. I gave you my future. You said you would be there, always. I gave you my dreams. You said you'd fulfill them. I gave you my trust, But you lied. I gave you my soul. You ripped it in half. I gave you everything, And now I have nothing. You weren't what you said. A fabricated lie. And since you took everything, All I'm asking Is that you leave. Leave me in my brokeness. I'm not giving you anything else. Not that you care. After you take everthing you want, You'll find someone else. I know how you are. But I won't let that happen. Now that you've revealed your true colors, I'll warn everyone. Think of it as payback. You took everything. Now I'm taking something of yours. I might even give it back.
The night is cold It bites into your soul Rips a hole Decaying, rotting, festering Dissolving From the inside out Shadows cover all Blotting out Darkness
Bleeding, suffocating, dieing Embrace the dark Embrace the pain Accept it or not It’s all the same Starless night Shadows on the wall Shadows within shadows Endless flight
Biting, gnawing, masticating All falls apart Losing my soul Can’t lose my heart That’s all I’ve got All I have left This whole night I’ve fought Don’t let me fall
Dropping, falling, descending I’m losing my balance I’m losing it all The ground is getting close Darkness breaks my fall I’ve lost everything Lost it in mid-flight All that’s left is shadows All that’s left is Night.
Do Rae Me Fa So La Te Do Do Ti La Fa So Me Rae Do
Just want you to know, I'm as sane as can be When you left I couldn't handle it, Started cutting again out of habit. I'm so sane, it's crazy.
I woke up today in a normal mood Broke my mirror when it laughed at me Questioning my sanity Unofficial day off...
You casually ask how I've been You don't see the scars that I hide Don't know the stability of my mind You've got another girl to f*
Just want you to know I'm as sane as can be When you left you broke my heart You were never that smart I'm just sane in an insane world
My friend told me a while back If you don't leave him now, you are admitting you are mad Mad as a hatter I guess it's true, and just as sad. Because you left me in the end.
You probably won't tell me if I ask you face to face You don't recall, back then, I was head over heels and you still don't care how I feel I Loved, I hated, I lost
Have you ever reached a point where you wished you were dead? Thought you'd rather pass on then stay, living inside your head? Tortured by all the insanity Taunted by cruel humanity You wouldn't know because you are having too much fun putting everyone else down.
Just want you to know I'm as sane as can be When you left you broke my heart You were never that smart I'm just sane in an insane world
Just want you to know, I'm as sane as can be When you left I couldn't handle it, Started cutting again out of habit. I'm so sane, it's crazy.
I catch my self wondering. Where will I go? Lead by a breeze Altered by change Everything must be chaotic. Confusing Swirling in your mind In mine The rain falls And we are still Looking for answers The water washes away. Erases Traces left behind Lingering is not an option. Or that's what we're told. People stand And wait For answers That only move forward What's worth chasing? You buried your dreams. Along with mine I stand here now. Nothing's changed. Planted in the same spot For eternity? I hope not. What a paradox. We stand here. In thought Hoping for change And not reaching out. Wishing it would end. And never Taking that first step The thoughts Circulating in my head Will I be stuck with them? Is that my fate? You awaken With the moon You sleep. Do you think... Will anything change? Please tell me! It drives me mad Like an arrow To the heart You must feel it too. It's been there for ages. How much time Has elapsed How many have faded? Into the mist Disappeared Is that our fate? If so I will not give in. Resign myself to this? Chain of Despair Break at the links. Should I move on? It is so hard Distant Maybe Disappearing isn't But so bad Push forward? I can only wait For my own assurance What a paradox. Would you come with me? Grasp my hand Move forward Change your fate. And mine I wonder...
Look at the people, Turning their backs on you now. Everything they say makes you want to throw in the towel.
The pain and the anguish locked up inside. Nobody understands all of these things You'd rather hide.
Barred from the world From the lies and the hurt. Everything you ever knew And all that you have heard Are lies.
The streets are filled with A disease called depression All of the nights you cried. Cold tears that you shed And nobody asking why. They go on living in the gray.
So we go on living Ignoring the despair. Subtract the good Samaritan, and no one seems to care. Without the fairytale You see the true world. (((this ones uber lame, not that any of them are good)))
And here is the end. I am suprised you reached the end. Scanning doesn't count #######. Anyway, I congratulate you and your prize is the ownership of my manufacturing business of pain and misery. ~kisses~ I'd rather drown you in your false depression.
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