I just wanna leave sometimes

[Ionic_Warrior]

A few months ago, me and my family moved up to where we live now, Bullhead City, Arizona (so you know where to avoid on the map). We moved up here cause we thought it would be a wonderful place to live, only for reality to bite us in the a**. It took a year up in this town to find a home we could call ours (we lived in an RV for the time waiting, don't recomend it to anyone that has privacy). My step-dad had to go to the hospital twice, one that was an hour away cause the hospitals here suck. I've had numerous heat strokes from taking a walk at 8 in the evening, and so on and so forth.

Now the real problem is that my parents fight way too often (sometimes resulting in stuff being broken). I can't have any human contact due to the weather, except for my family and this computer. I get depressed out of nowhere more often. I can't find anyone to love in this town. And I sit at this computer now just hoping that I can talk to people (it wasn't any better without internet at my house). What do I do?



Sorry if this sounds like ranting, and if it does, go ahead and poke fun at it.

 

[[Ashes][is][Ashes]]

Sounds like you're just really lonely, in a sucky location, and stuck. I'm sorry love, not much anyone can do, seeing as you're stuck. Internet's my main means of communication, too. I'm on average thirty miles from anyone that I care to see, I can't drive, and my father's stubborn about transportation.
So in some ways, I feel for you.  

[Ionic_Warrior]

Thanks for that. biggrin  

[[Ashes][is][Ashes]]

Anytime, love.  

[The Raining Soul]

....That happened to me last summer....Without the parent's fighting stuff...But I lost contact with some of my friends at my old neighborhood....I just took up hobbies(reading, music, art, etc.), sit on the computer and talk to people like you guys (I like to call people I meet on the internet here on Gaia 'Gaia buddies' or 'pen pals') and I just try to live with it until I move back...  

[iMakeMisanthropyClassy]

i kno how u feel.
i hate qhere i live and i dont kno anyoine
i met one person but i lyk him
but i dont even have a chance with him
and im depressed for no real reason
but i deftinatly cannot stand whwre i live. UGH....  

[XLeoxLady07X]

I know how you feel....really....
My mum, bro, and i are ALWAYS at each others thoats nowadays, and it gets verry sad. i think about leaving to alot. just to be my own person....
you can pm me if you think we could talk...  

[[Ashes][is][Ashes]]

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