It Feels Like Forever


It feels so long
day go by and each hour dropping
tears staining my face
salt tasting my lips

its feels forever
you say u see
you cant see
neither can i

you are gone and forever shall
how can it be done
only you know how

the rings slip from my figure
as each tug made them looser
we made the plans we made the promises
when you left you forgot them all
i never did

that haunts me worst then ever
our lifes were connected
till you cut that silver thread
that lead the death
of you and me

days past and the past never forgotten
as each sip i taste it wont go away
my heart beats and when you are mention it still skips
does your?

do you still think about me
are you deep in your own world
not a day past that i never wonder
the ifs, ands and buts

i hate how i feel
i hate you
deep down i dont
i saw a picture
from the past
not like you care
not like you read this

if you came back would you see me
hold me
love me
i doubt that

change has been sent in motion
im leaving
not soon but i will
i shall be gone from this place
just a distance memory.
so you cant find me

its feels forever
you say u see
you cant see
neither can i

come on baby show me something
no more sorrys
i still feel you
if you feel me
i have no clue
come on honey
dont just sit there
you see my name each night
why not click it?

i wont turn you down
the truth i swear
weather you are lying or not i have no clue
2 am the arrow hovers
i know you are on
should i say hello?
i pull back
stop to think
why it matter
the other has set it

its been long. days have gone by
your still in my heart and i have tried
to cut you out. erased you from everything.
so i am not wondering...how you have been
i want to reach out
but i know you'll pull away

not one moment i dont think of u
not one moment i dont want to text
im not part the life u want
so i have stopped
talking and texting
aiming and everything

i dont feel anymore
i cant
i dont want to

i loved you so
you have no ideal
more then possible
i tried to keep you
but you pushed so
so far away
so never again u had to deal
deal with me

i did it all
i fight with myself
i scream at myself
i know its not my fault
i know it is yours
but it still feels like it

goodbye forever
maybe we'll see eachother again
i highly doubt it
i love you still
that shall never change
as i move on to my future
and to forget the past