hating life like everyone else

[Dark_Clandestine_Bat]

im the oldest out of 4 and it sucks i dont get any attention and i only can talk to my friends at school,i just hate it and it makes me feel worse ever day,i dont tell anyone though,i want to feel better how can i make myself feel better emo  

[The Dadalorian]

that's how it is for every child who's the oldest
you're going to be an adult one day, what are you gonna do then? be immature and make a fool out of yourself?
no you have to take in what you get and move on  

[Dark_Clandestine_Bat]

Soviet Mudkipz

that's how it is for every child who's the oldest
you're going to be an adult one day, what are you gonna do then? be immature and make a fool out of yourself?
no you have to take in what you get and move on

thats still 4yrs away which is very long and you dont know how it is at my house at night  

[The Dadalorian]

Dark_Clandestine_Bat

Soviet Mudkipz

that's how it is for every child who's the oldest
you're going to be an adult one day, what are you gonna do then? be immature and make a fool out of yourself?
no you have to take in what you get and move on

thats still 4yrs away which is very long and you dont know how it is at my house at night

nor do you know about any one else i know, you have friends and are able to go online, you can ge ta lot of attention there
get human attention at school
online at home
or actually go out, i doubt your parents force you to stay inside all day  

[walk like thunder]

Dark_Clandestine_Bat

im the oldest out of 4 and it sucks i dont get any attention and i only can talk to my friends at school,i just hate it and it makes me feel worse ever day,i dont tell anyone though,i want to feel better how can i make myself feel better emo

erm...I'm the oldest of three, so I kiiiinda know where you're coming from...
If you want attention from your parents, maybe you should just talk to them and tell them you feel they don't listen to you or whatever.
Maybe they just don't realise.
And you obviously have access to the internet, so use that to talk to your friends maybe?
If what you want is more freedom,well you'll just have to wait till you're older m'dear.  

[Dark_Clandestine_Bat]

un-scene_kid

Dark_Clandestine_Bat

im the oldest out of 4 and it sucks i dont get any attention and i only can talk to my friends at school,i just hate it and it makes me feel worse ever day,i dont tell anyone though,i want to feel better how can i make myself feel better emo

erm...I'm the oldest of three, so I kiiiinda know where you're coming from...
If you want attention from your parents, maybe you should just talk to them and tell them you feel they don't listen to you or whatever.
Maybe they just don't realise.
And you obviously have access to the internet, so use that to talk to your friends maybe?
If what you want is more freedom,well you'll just have to wait till you're older m'dear.

my friends dont get online much and every time i try and be with my mom my stepdad gets mad,and my mom agrees with watever he says  

[walk like thunder]

Dark_Clandestine_Bat

un-scene_kid

Dark_Clandestine_Bat

im the oldest out of 4 and it sucks i dont get any attention and i only can talk to my friends at school,i just hate it and it makes me feel worse ever day,i dont tell anyone though,i want to feel better how can i make myself feel better emo

erm...I'm the oldest of three, so I kiiiinda know where you're coming from...
If you want attention from your parents, maybe you should just talk to them and tell them you feel they don't listen to you or whatever.
Maybe they just don't realise.
And you obviously have access to the internet, so use that to talk to your friends maybe?
If what you want is more freedom,well you'll just have to wait till you're older m'dear.

my friends dont get online much and every time i try and be with my mom my stepdad gets mad,and my mom agrees with watever he says

aahh (see you shouldn't leave out these details when you're posting your problem!)
Well then you shall simply have to make do with what freedom and attention you get...not much else you can do, if your mom really won't listen to you  

[Dark_Clandestine_Bat]

un-scene_kid

Dark_Clandestine_Bat

un-scene_kid

Dark_Clandestine_Bat

im the oldest out of 4 and it sucks i dont get any attention and i only can talk to my friends at school,i just hate it and it makes me feel worse ever day,i dont tell anyone though,i want to feel better how can i make myself feel better emo

erm...I'm the oldest of three, so I kiiiinda know where you're coming from...
If you want attention from your parents, maybe you should just talk to them and tell them you feel they don't listen to you or whatever.
Maybe they just don't realise.
And you obviously have access to the internet, so use that to talk to your friends maybe?
If what you want is more freedom,well you'll just have to wait till you're older m'dear.

my friends dont get online much and every time i try and be with my mom my stepdad gets mad,and my mom agrees with watever he says

aahh (see you shouldn't leave out these details when you're posting your problem!)
Well then you shall simply have to make do with what freedom and attention you get...not much else you can do, if your mom really won't listen to you

well im getting sick of how it is at my house and i want to hurt my selve sometimes  

[The Dadalorian]

Dark_Clandestine_Bat

un-scene_kid

Dark_Clandestine_Bat

un-scene_kid

Dark_Clandestine_Bat

im the oldest out of 4 and it sucks i dont get any attention and i only can talk to my friends at school,i just hate it and it makes me feel worse ever day,i dont tell anyone though,i want to feel better how can i make myself feel better emo

erm...I'm the oldest of three, so I kiiiinda know where you're coming from...
If you want attention from your parents, maybe you should just talk to them and tell them you feel they don't listen to you or whatever.
Maybe they just don't realise.
And you obviously have access to the internet, so use that to talk to your friends maybe?
If what you want is more freedom,well you'll just have to wait till you're older m'dear.

my friends dont get online much and every time i try and be with my mom my stepdad gets mad,and my mom agrees with watever he says

aahh (see you shouldn't leave out these details when you're posting your problem!)
Well then you shall simply have to make do with what freedom and attention you get...not much else you can do, if your mom really won't listen to you

well im getting sick of how it is at my house and i want to hurt my selve sometimes

you'll really like the attention they give you once they send you to a rehab fro cutting
you have friends go out and see them  

[[Ashes][is][Ashes]]

I'm the oldest of four.
My father monitors all websites visited on my computer, all IM conversations, all emails.
My mother left exactly one year ago.
My father doesn't know how to be a father.
I have three younger siblings to look after, at home, at school, anywhere they are.
I have a two story house that I have to clean myself once a week.
Girly, you don't have four years to go, you have an entire LIFETIME to go if you're whining like this already.  

[The Dadalorian]

imagine if she gets married.
so your dad knwos al lthe weird things i say to you over MSN?  

[[Ashes][is][Ashes]]

Scary.
Haha, yup, he knows, and he's not too happy that I'm talking to a guy that I've never met, that is a few states away, that is two grade levels higher than I am.
I find it hilarious.  

[Eri Luvs You]

Yes because Sov is totally going to come find you and get you.  

[[Ashes][is][Ashes]]

Oh yes. And then he will kidnap me, murder me, and dispose of my body in the Columbia River.  

[Dark_Clandestine_Bat]

i just want life to be easier on me it always been hard in my life and everyone says suck it and get over but it just needs to change,that all i want