The Calling to Innocence

[Xahmen]

The first thing that I noticed was that my left pinkie finger was bent at an odd angle.
The second thing was not the pain, but the blood pooling around my bottom teeth.
The third thing... The third thing was her, the girl, Miriam.

"Now I ain't gonna' name names, and I ain't gonna drag others in, but I'm not about to say "I'm the only cat you got bubblin'", you're lucky, somehow you managed to find who will sit and soak the evils you secrete."

-Aesop Rock

And I just killed her.
Oh God.

I was screaming, crying, putting my fist through my mirror into the drywall behind; pulling back a handfull of broken glass, blood, and twenty skewed images of myself.

Like the calling to innocence I had felt as a child, this was my calling to Hell.  

[KirbyVictorious]

I don't really understand...the metaphors about innocence and hell and the fact that he(?) killed her. What's the link in that?

Maybe I just don't get it....  

[Xahmen]

He(?) views the act of him murdering of Miriam as a calling in his life to turn towards Hell. I plan on expanding it, he(?) is going to venture forth, doing a combination of terrible things, and wonderful things.  

[Voxxx]

What's that song called? The words sound familiar.  

[Xahmen]

It's called "The Tugboat Complex, Part. 3".
I tweaked the final line a little, but it's hip-hop, if you can except that hip-hop can actually be good and meaningfull.