For [you]...but I'm dead...



Can you reach me...
now I'm dead...
I had to flee...
to the great behond..

Not coming back...
they all say...
it was a heart attack...
you knew it was from being heart broken...

I know you won't cry...
but promise me...
you won't try...
to bring me back...
even though I know you won't...

Blood all over your face...
it didn't wash off from tears...
you were there...
for me and all my fears...

Now I can't be there for you...
I always tried...
like you did too...

Nobody cried...
at my funeral...
not even the people I loved...
or the people who so call loved me...
When I finally died...

I can't think straight...
cause your in my head...
and yes I do...
think of you before I go to bed...

I'm gone forever...
I'm not coming back...
nobody will miss me...
I always said my death plan was pretty clever...

It worked out okay...
but guess what...
I acted pretty gay...

Now I'm gone...
and you too...
and I was ...
so inlove with you...

I still am...
but I don't know If I can say the same for you...
I always remeber the times I yelled buh-yam...

The good times...
which are over...
and these bad rymes...

Both gone...
nobody f**cking cares...
nobody ever did...
and all of those retarded dares...

That I did hoping you would still be with me...
now I'm not...
and your free...
as a black bird in the sky...
...oh dear God...
why did you help n let me die...



sorry it sucks..Scraps((haha I named my journal I'm so lame))
I'm not very good at it...
guess your my only one left...
and of corse like the song says...
I'm miserable at best...