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Into The Void
Into the void I flow,
Of perpetual darkness,
Eternal sleep beckons like no other,
I dug into my flesh till my essence came seeping out like a torrent,
With my essence flowed my hate, my pain, the hurt and strife I’ve had to endure.
All because I was considered “different” to those around me.
How many have had to endure the same brutal torment?
How many have decided to follow the same path into the void I now take?
No matter, into the void we all do flow together.
In death we are together,
In death we are united in our experiences,
In death we are all equal.
Eternal peace claims us.
Unnamed
Pain Is All I Have.
Pain Is All I Know.
Hope Hates Me.
Love Evades Me.
Everything Is Drained.
Nothing Left To Give.
People Took Everything From Me,
And Gave Nothing Back.
So Here I Am,
Falling Apart With Each Tear I Cry.
No One To Talk To,
No Where To Turn.
I Have Not The Strength To Keep The Fight Going.
The Fight Keeps Comimg Back Twice As Bsd.
Like A Disease Not Yet Had Its Hunger Sated.
Like You Who Left Me When Things Got Too Rough.
Everything Goes Dark.
The Cold Takes Hold.
I Scream For You Inside...
My Angel Is Not There To Here My Call.
Upon The Sands Of Time
Upon the Sands of time I stand,
As death creeps near and life seeps away,
I look at the life I’ve lead,
The carnage and havoc wrought,
Some by my hand, others not,
There was not light, darkness reigned supreme.
The darkness of death and the task I was set.
The task that I sacrificed everything and everyone for,
So here I stand upon the sands of time….
Looking at would could have been and sadly was,
The blood spilled will forever now haunt me,
My spirit will not suffer the ravages of time as most succumb to,
The pain, rage and mortal death I have endured sustain me…
I am eternal.
Today It Ends!
Today is the day it ends.
Today is the day I take control of my life.
You took away my happiness, my innocence, my childhood.
Because of you I have no friends.
Because of you I’m invisible.
Now I’ve had enough.
No longer will you torment others,
It’s because of you that people like me die voluntarily.
But I am not like them; one thing you’ve given me is strength and courage,
Courage and the strength to end this in terms you’ll understand.
For that I thank you.
You’d better run because I have nothing left to loose.
You’ve said I’m worthless, nothing; a nothing no one will miss.
We’ll, we’re going to find out,
Payback is a b***h,
Today is judgement day.
And I’m the judge,
You’d better run because today it ends.
It ends NOW!!!!
To You
The tears in my eye tell all
The questions I have
The fear I have
The raw hurt caused by you that will never heal.
What you did was unforgivable
What you’re doing now is even worse
You made me feel so happy and great
Now I feel so crappy and worthless
All I did was try and make you happy
I was so ecstatic and euphoric
Nothing could go wrong
But you said those awful words
And my world tumbled down
Because of little old you.
What you say and do are two different things
What I say and do are one in the same.
What brought us to this?
What happened to us?
We should have talked
We could have worked it out
Instead you chose to hurt me
Instead you chose to break me
Breaking me I can deal with
Hurting thouse around me I can’t
You didn’t just hurt me
You hurt whom I care for.
Are you happy or are you sad?
Because what you did was so downright bad.
This I’ll survive
I always have and always will.
Just take care next time
I’m so fragile, didn't you know?
Next time….I’ll surely break and fall.
Ultimate Sacfrice.
They day our lips touched, our fate was sealed.
A fate wrought by destiny, solid as stone.
The day we walked into each others lives was the day God stole time away.
That was the day I wanted to avoid forever.
You gave me love, passion, the sheer will to live and breathe.
Alas it was not meant to be,
The moment I said those words that cast a spell evermore,
Those words that mean so much,
The words that took you away from me,
But also gave me all of you.
God wanted to test me.
God wanted to show me.
He wanted to force me to realize my destiny.
It was not with you.
It’s not with anyone I care or love.
It’s into the abyss I must go to SAVE the people I love.
God wanted me to realize my gift.
What I was born to do.
Death is my gift,
Death of me will give you life.
Death of me will give you pain
Death of me will save you.
The ultimate sacrifice I am and was willing to make.
It was what I was born to do.
There are loads more but thought this would be enough for a while. xd
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