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Emotions on a High
Tears overflowing,
But emotions never showing.
Falling apart,
But appearing so put together.
I’m a master at this show,
More than you could ever know.
I hide my feelings so that no one will see,
What you have done to me.
You’ve broken me down,
Made me expose my frown,
Now everyone is asking,
How long was this happening?
I write my pain away,
So that I’d never have to face,
The way I really feel inside,
It hurts so bad every day I cry.
I can’t really explain how sad I feel,
Sometimes I think it would hurt less if I was killed.
But I have to swallow up my fears,
And wipe away all my tears.
Sometimes I wonder what the point is,
Why it is that I have to feel like this.
There are times I try to pretend I can be happy,
But it feels so fake, way too sappy.
I just want one time,
Where a boy I love will love me and be mine,
But if it doesn’t happen I won’t die,
I feel I have to tell you that last line was a lie.
All Hearts are Broken
I’ve been rejected and refused,
My heart is bruised,
I have nothing but pain,
But nothing to take it away,
There are no lights shining through,
I have no one to talk to,
Have to spill out my heart,
On paper, in words, that’s my art.
Afraid of being alone,
But I never have it shown,
I keep it concealed,
So you can’t see how I feel.
I keep my smile plastered,
The art of concealment, I have it mastered.
Can’t Happen.
I can’t bear to see your face,
‘Cus when I do I can’t help but go to this place,
That’s full of one too many tears and too much heartbreak,
That’s almost too much for one girl to take.
Around everybody I have to try and fake,
Hold back the tears and put a smile on my face,
I can fool my friends,
And I can fool the rest,
But I can’t fool myself ‘cus I know I’m not the best.
I love you and you know it’s true,
But what I know is that I’m just not right for you.
As much as I hate to admit it I cannot lie,
I know there can never be a you and I,
Not now not ever,
Not even if I promise to love you forever.
It cannot work since you love another girl,
Who to you is your entire world.
You love her an I love you,
So I envy her for making you happy like I’ve always wanted to,
I’m glad she loves you,
I’m happy for you too,
I just want you to know that I’ll always love you.
i cried a thousand tears for you,
did all the things you asked me to.
i dont want to get rid of this feeling,
but its me not you its killing.
i gaze upon your beautiful brown eyes,
that single glimpse and i feel my heartbeat rise.
i forget my name,
its such a shame,
that you make me feel this way.
when i am forbiddon to kiss your soft full lips,
not allowed to have your strong arms around my hips,
wishing to be called yours,
but knowing it could never come true,
for i am just me and you are so you.
the darkness lies within my soul,
some wish it gone but with it i am whole.
the darkness keeps my love at bay,
without it, die, i just may.
never loving is better than having lost,
the one id do anything for despite the cost.
[[if your reading this then you made it through all my dark times and my broken hearts. i hope you enjoyed it. please comment loves x]]]
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