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yeah...so, get over it like me!!! |
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not sure i understand what you're trying to tell me... |
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no...but i hope u start feeling better... |
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no, nobody does, get over urself!!! |
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Posted: Fri Dec 18, 2009 1:04 pm
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I was listening to the song Be Somebody by Nickleback (i think) when i came up with this idea, an idea to post what has happened to me and see how ppl can compare to it... I was always i happy and energetic child, but around 7th grade...something changed...idk what, but it's caused random spurts of apathy which often times leads to depression, my life right now: A mom who annoys the shiz out of me, a funny dad, a sister who's a clone of my mom, and another sister who basically ignores me...throughout middle school, ppl made fun of me cuz of what i wore, now i where what reflects my mood, aka:emo clothes...now nobody talks to me, and i don't talk to them from fear of middle school coming back to haunt me...but my life is pretty boring, and i'm basically in a constant state of apathy at the moment, sure i laugh and still work hard, but it's like i'm a robot and i just automatically do things, without a thought against nor for it...it's not as bad as some times when i had spurts of it followed by depression, but i just can't break through the barier to emotions...it's like i'm an empty vessel...does anybody out there understand my pain???
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Posted: Fri Dec 18, 2009 1:22 pm
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Posted: Fri Dec 18, 2009 1:58 pm
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Posted: Sun Dec 20, 2009 6:31 am
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Posted: Sun Dec 20, 2009 6:47 am
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Posted: Sun Dec 20, 2009 11:06 am
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Posted: Sun Dec 20, 2009 11:39 am
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Posted: Sun Dec 20, 2009 11:42 am
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Posted: Mon Dec 21, 2009 7:45 pm
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Posted: Tue Dec 22, 2009 12:21 pm
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Posted: Tue Dec 22, 2009 1:28 pm
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Posted: Tue Dec 22, 2009 1:35 pm
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and yeah, this is prolly just a rlly bad phase...it's been going on for about 2 years now, changing the cycle a lot, sometimes i have random spurts, other times it's ever-lasting apathy, ect...about the only thing keeping me here sometimes is the look on my friend's faces when i crack a joke, and how no matter how depressed i am, they never fail to make me smile...otherwise, i prolly wouldn't be here right now...but i do agree that depression is not a good idea, but when ppl say it's whimping out, it pisses me off cuz they generally don't understand...but if there's absolutely NO escape, then i can see how u could commit suicide, i have freedom from school and from my house, so i haven't gotten too far yet...
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Posted: Wed Dec 23, 2009 7:17 pm
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Posted: Thu Dec 24, 2009 8:53 am
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axl the azn boi you experienced the msot comment thing a teenager goes through i mean your actually just another cliche right now if u hit rock bottom then the only direction you could go is up life is filled with comedies and tragedies that make it balanced so good things will happen and so will bad things
...i realize this...life has its ups and downs...my life has a pretty good balance, and i try to be happy and live life to the fullest, yet every time i try, something keeps me back, and makes me feel like total crap.....
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