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Posted: Mon Jun 28, 2010 7:06 pm
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Posted: Mon Jun 28, 2010 7:16 pm
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Posted: Mon Jun 28, 2010 7:24 pm
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Posted: Mon Jun 28, 2010 8:16 pm
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Posted: Tue Jun 29, 2010 8:09 am
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Posted: Tue Jun 29, 2010 8:45 am
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Posted: Tue Jun 29, 2010 8:51 am
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Posted: Tue Jun 29, 2010 3:34 pm
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XSK Ambrosia I have been feeling VERY angry and full of fury lately, sad inside. I can instantly feel peoples motives on me. To take me down and rip me up. When I fight doing my martial arts I can take down anyone just feeling all that rage inside me. A lot of people have been taking advantage of me like never before, just because I'm too nice. What should I do? I feel rage and anger, physical and mental pain. I got a muscle that's ripped and my right arm always hurts, alonbg with my neck and I get headaches every night, and I can't sleep. It's infernal.... I know feeling so much rage is a sin. Is this my punishment? A bad eye, and that infernal pain, along with sadness? Is rage really a mortal sin? And why?
Fear leads to anger. Anger leads to hate. Hate leads to suffering.
Yoda was wise.
How is it that you've come to feel other people's motives? I thought something very similar for the longest time. That I could tell, I just KNEW everyone was out to get me. Why? Because I was betrayed and screwed over by so many others.
It's fear, my beloved brother. Fear. And doubt.
I know what you're going through. All too well. I've always been a very kind, loving person. But I had lots of doubts and fears, especially about people. These things often tormented me. I was angry a lot, too. Angry and full of rage and hatred. There's an entry I wrote back a long time ago in my journal. It's a rant. And it's a very, very bad rant.
Fear leads to anger. If you are afraid and you have doubts, you can be fooled. You can start believing that your fears are coming true, that people really are out to get you. And it makes you mad...angry...it makes you so angry. And you want to blow the world up. You want it to burn and everyone in it to burn, too.
The reason you are sad and hurt? Well first of all, you're afraid. But also, rage and hatred--it can cause a lot of pain. After I was finished with my bouts of rage I'd be upset with myself...sometimes I wanted to just kill myself so I could rid the world of a bit of anger and hatred.
I felt sick to my stomach, too, possibly because of blood pressure but also because I felt bad about the things I said in anger. I felt awful.
So, what can you do?
Well...
Get closer to God. Pray. Meditate. Instead of using your rage and anger to hit things or cause problems, use it in a constructive or creative form. Write a poem about how angry you are, or chop wood (if it's available to do so). I used to take notebooks and scribble in them as hard as I could to get the anger out.
Walking and jogging, and exercise in general, can help with anger and rage, especially if accompanied with prayer and talking to God. Sometimes, when you feel yourself starting to get angry, just sing praise songs out loud. Something physically exerting that doesn't cause damage to you or others.
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*Huggles*
I know how you feel, Ambrosia. It saddens me that anger grips your heart in such a manner and that you feel the way you do. I've been there. And it sucks. And I still have this problem sometimes. I know of anger and hatred, and suffering, very well.
But there are those who love you. People in this guild love you. Christ loves you. I love you.
Don't ever be afraid to write to me, or rant if you must. I will listen, and I will do my best to help you. It's all I can do for you, except pray and give you the advice I have.
God bless.
You are loved.
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Posted: Wed Jul 07, 2010 5:16 pm
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i agree with the chansaw ninja, if u noticed that one band, AC DC their motto is "highway to Hell", and i think their music is very strong and filled with anger. And their motto is kinda true. If u feel this pain its not punishment, its the Devil getting to u. But, see, the thing is that ur lettting this happen to u. confused its surprising as it is, and its true, as u hav mentioned, u said ur too nice, adn well i wuz like that but u need to to wat i did, stop being depressed and fill with envy and confront the problem adn wen i did she almost got a face full of fist. lol. i didnt wanna start a fight but i amlost did, she was so mad that a lil 70 pound grl defeated a tall 128 pound grl. i felt so free and happy, but it wasnt just me that made me do this, i went to the altar, prayed, did almost all the thngs i hoped i would do, and guess wat im only 13 xd
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