Trying to Thank God for the Pain

[LilacInk]

I've spent so much time alone, that I grew into others to fill my void.

I tried pulling others close and in return they pulled away and left me in the dust.

I've spent so many seconds living in the blue, a deep blue within me.

God please, you've done so much for me and I so little in return.

My Lord, you were always there for me.

You loved and protected me.

And I wasn't a good child to you.

Maybe this broken heart was a sign from you...I feel it is.

God, I know now that only through you can my eyes see brightly.

I never want to leave your side.

Please God, pull me from the pain inside and make me whole.

Hold me in your arms please, my Lord.

Thank you for this lastest stab of pain in my heart for now I truly realize that my only hope of happiness is through you.

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Oh my heart aches so. Tears fill my eyes.  

[jesusgirl115]

Proverbs 18:10
The name of the Lord is a strong fortress; the godly run to him and are safe.

John 15:13
Greater love has no one than this, that he lay down his life for his friends.

Jeremiah 29:11
"For I know the plans I have for you," says the Lord. "They are plans for good and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope."  

[LilacInk]

Thanks Jesus girl=]  

[Lusitana]

♩♪♫ 𝔪𝔲𝔰𝔦𝔠 𝔱𝔬 𝔪𝔶 𝔢𝔞𝔯𝔰 ♫♪♩

ye mind if i ask what was your inspiration? wink  

[LilacInk]

well my online bf wanted to break up but then he said he said he wanted to flirt and chat with other girls online and like still have me but overall didn't care about me enough to not cyber other girls. Like he threw me away so easily.
I realized that I push people away not just in real life but online. I had been fooling around with him online in sin and the pain was just to great so I decided to turn to God and ask frogiveness.

I'm so unhappy in sin I must find true happiness in the word of God.

God is my only path.  

[Lusitana]

LilacInk

well my online bf wanted to break up but then he said he said he wanted to flirt and chat with other girls online and like still have me but overall didn't care about me enough to not cyber other girls. Like he threw me away so easily.
I realized that I push people away not just in real life but online. I had been fooling around with him online in sin and the pain was just to great so I decided to turn to God and ask frogiveness.

I'm so unhappy in sin I must find true happiness in the word of God.

God is my only path.

♩♪♫ 𝔪𝔲𝔰𝔦𝔠 𝔱𝔬 𝔪𝔶 𝔢𝔞𝔯𝔰 ♫♪♩

If that's the case then, i must say i think you are making a great job already. Noticing He was allways there when you were blind and recognizing His help. It is very good!
Just like Jeremiah says in jesusgirl post - He has plans and soon this pain will turn out to be a big part of your way to His happyness.  

[LilacInk]

Thank you, Luna.