******** you, Shanti. you're so self-righteous, and zealous. you claim to Trust these people that you accuse of lieing to you. you tell different stories to different people. you wanna go on and on about how you don't think people understand you or the situation, but you refuse to even here out anyone else's side.

your my sister, and i Love you. i don't wanna take sides, and i won't. but i will say this: you need to stop bullshitting. you need to learn to hear all sides, and stop acting like a champion. you need to quit thinking that you know everyone else better than we know ourselves.you've done this to Julia, and Ian, and Marla. the things you say to them are insulting to me personaly as well! because it's the logic you put behind it. it makes me wonder what you think of me.

what the hell do you know about any of it? you say you Trust, but you question every answer we give to your questions.Ian came to our house, lacerated from head to toe, bleeding all over th floor. and you stuck him in the shower and complain about it. you say the cuts are all symmetrical, and all in places he can reach, so you ask him why he cut himself and lied. "do you think i'd do that?" he asks, and you say yes. and now because he let's it drop at that instead of challenging it you think it confirms it?lemme tell you something. when you've got enemies, one of the most important things in life is Friends you can Trust, who Trust you back. it's like family. it's Tribal. and folks like us don't need to prove ourselves, or deny accusations. you can believe whatever the ******** you wanna believe. we're not doing this stuff for attention. if you realy Trust us, you wouldn't question us when we tell you what happened. so stop pretending that you Trust us.

and stop refusing to hear this. stop refusing to let me say it. everytime i say i wanna talk to you, or that i wanna explain the other side, i get "i'm not in the mood" or "i don't care". but you keep on going on about YOU and YOUR opinions and feelings.

you self-righteous, zealous b***h.