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Posted: Mon Oct 25, 2010 4:45 pm
It doesn't freaking feel worth it, now. I'm not going to finish my costume because I'm going to be busy with these projects and midterms. My costume looks like CRAP, anyway. It's completely inaccurate because I made the mistake of telling my parents what I wanted to be and my dad TOTALLY took over on making it. And he doesn't KNOW what it's supposed to look like. So everything's messed up. It doesn't even look like a Pyro anymore. I just want to cry. I don't want to dress up. I don't want to do anything.
It's not worth it.
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Posted: Mon Oct 25, 2010 5:33 pm
Ughhh, I would change my costume right now if I wouldn't get smacked for buying all the Pyro stuff... If those goggles from Amazon would actually SHIP x_x; They have a two month wait... I have free two-day shipping, but there's a two-month wait. Dang, if they didn't have that, I'd buy them and be an Engie instead v_v;;; I really only chose Pyro so I'd have an excuse to buy a gas mask...
Blaaaaaaaaah, I don't wanna bother anymore.
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Posted: Mon Oct 25, 2010 5:53 pm
Eff, he finished that... whatever it is. It looks nothing like how it should v_v; And I had to bite back my "What is it?" because he worked "hard" on it. He didn't even ask to see what it looked like and went off memory. He's only seen the model ONCE, there's no way to make something accurate that way... Why does he think he needs to MAKE things FOR me? I'm perfectly capable of crafting things myself. I only asked for his help so I could get the MATERIALS. I wanted to make it because it's MY project. I don't want other people doing MY project for me! It's like if someone said I wasn't good enough at drawing and drew my stuff for me... I don't want anything made for me, I just want help in obtaining the materials needed to make it myself because I don't know how or where to get them! And I TOLD him I wanted to make it! And I TOLD him I didn't want it to function, I wanted it to be ACCURATE. I don't WANT "sorta close" or "close enough." It's MY costume, and I want it to look how it SHOULD look! And only I know what that looks like! Any mistakes I make are fine because it's my own fault, but asdfafjladfkjadf why would you try and do me favors when you don't even know what it is....
I just really want to cry right now. I don't want to even touch that thing. I don't want to touch my suit. I don't want to touch my mask or gloves. I don't want ANY of it at ALL anymore.
Shoulda been an effing Engie.
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Posted: Mon Oct 25, 2010 6:29 pm
at least we will know what you're going as >>; me and us and the guildies will know. And I'm sure most of us will be entertained and amused and whatnot.
ifanythingyoucouldsomethingsimplelikewhatI'mdoing
...eventhoughthat'swhatyoudidlastyear. >> emo
]8 Halloween should still be celebrated.
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Posted: Mon Oct 25, 2010 6:37 pm
Yeah... I guess I still wanna hang out with people... I'm just... not really wanting to dress up or lurk because I just lost the will to do it v_v; Accuracy is so incredibly important to me... I'm SUCH a perfectionist v_v If something's not perfect that has every potential TO be perfect... I usually throw it out or start over.
I could just wear my mask and all black or something :/ but... I wouldn't be a Pyro. I wouldn't be anything.
I still want to make a perfect Pyro outfit v_v But it probably won't be for Halloween. It'll be... just because. I guess for if I ever suddenly become rich and get to go to a Comic Con or something some year.
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