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The sweet taste of sadness,

The bitterness of pain.

The lazy, tearful, battering of the rain.

The hollow voices, filled with hate.

Licking at your skin,

Slicing you in place.

Bleed the blood of a thousand hearts broken.

Take the risk that it will never be stolen.

But you were wrong.

He's gone with your love.

Addicting, he can never get enough.

But somehow you've managed to give it all away.

Now you have no one else to blame.

Because you're empty of it.

It's all long gone.

Faded away like the lyrics of a song.

You weren't even looking.

You pitiful little s**t.

YOU dragged it out so YOU deal with it.

Bitterness never had such a bite.

That's what you get for playing with peoples lives.

Sweet sweet pain, when did the burning stop?

When did the bliss of numbing heat go still as a rock?

You've sobered up you see, begun to feel.

Now you know the difference between what's fake and what's real.

But which was truly better?

The numbing pain?
Or the constant voices driving you insane!?

Get it OVER with already.

Go snuff out the light.

No one will truly blame you for taking your own life.

You were a failure waiting to happen.

A spreading disease.

Always crawling and begging on your knees.

There's no place for misery.

Not anymore.

So why not go to a place where that is all that lies in store.

It'd be perfect for you!

Constant BLINDING pain.

Eternal damnation, It's all the rage!!

See what you do when you're left all alone?

You let out the demons that no one's ever known!

They should be put in check, burned away!

Let yourself inflict the ultimate, healing pain!

Do it already! No one will know!!

Not if you put them where they're sure not to show!

Oh wait...but you don't do that anymore.

You've convinced yourself to put a lock on that door...

Well grab a axe!

Break the bloody thing down!!

Screech painfully at the top of your lungs!!

Let that s**t out!!

Does it truly matter at this point in your life?!!

Why won't you just DIE!!

DIE DAMMIT!

DIE!!

Al little calmer now.

Now that you can breath.

Now that you've imagined him bleed.

What would he truly look like?

Why don't you ask.

Did he use a knife?

Or a piece of broken glass.

Oh you're both just so messed up!

How could you EVER fall in love!!??

How did that happen?

The two of you??

Should've ended.

Should've been through.

But no, you had to taste it.

Had to hold it in your hands.

Now you're ready to kill from all his demands!

Get AWAY from me!!

Why don't you just scream it??

Leave me the ******** alone!!

You know you can't stand it!

Who gives a damn if he commits suicide?

It's his own fault!!

He's the one who took the dive!!

Shhhhhhhh.

Hush now.

It'll be alright.

There's no need for you to cry...

That's a good girl...

Press it to your skin.

Let all that sweet sweet bliss,

Settle in....