Ive had so many crush i cant even count and the only thing i hav to say about them are you cant be scared of somthing you dont hav to begin with.
Soo take a chance tell them you only live once and if it dosnt work out ther will be plenty more that just might, you never know unless you give it a chance if not your left with a
what ifI just got out of this long term realtion ship with a controling ex boyfriend and i had got to see any of my old friends in a long time and my friend Rebecca was telling me we had to hang out for the longest time. I just got off work and she called me and told me i had to come over. So me not caring about life in my nasty work cloths gose over to her place were she just moved in with her boyfriend. I get ther i feel alittle out of place i havnt seen her in months and her boyfriend i new for school way back when lol im only 20 btw, but i walk in and we went to her room passing another room in it with a boy sitting on the bed wearing a Green hat Rebecca say Devon this is Mariena and Mariena this is Devon we went stright to her room and chilled there for about an hour and we went to the living ther was devon and other roomate ryan we all sat and watch tv and talk for a bit and then i guess devon invited thesse two girls over and i just so happen to kno them from school but i didnt really like them soo me and rebecca and her boyfriend went back in her room and chilled and then I went home.
I walk in my house and sit on the couch and start watch some tv with my mom. My mom knowing i was down from the pervious break ask me if i had fun and jokingly ask if i meet any cute guys, I said yes i did have fun and jokingly i said there was this cute guy in a
Green hat but i didnt really talk to him he had some girls over, It dosnt matter i just needed to get out of the house Im not lookin fo a guy any way.
Not 5mins later i get a text that say this word for word ( Heyy its devon from the
green hat earlier. i just wanna sayI wish I met you in high school and ry I got ur numb from rebecca. i think your rly cool though)
I busted out laughing the frist time i laugh in along time and im pretty sure i said somthing like ( Hi ya im surprised we didnt meet eathier, i think your cool to) {btw we had alot of the same friends and went to the same schoo but never meet)
He said he was trying to flrit with me it could have fooled me i didnt notice it at all
to make it alittle shorter he asked me out to dinner about 3day later we went to didnner it was strang it was the frist time eathier of us has done anything lik this with someone we barely no but i had fun after dinner we went back to his place which if you remeaber was my friend Rebecca place to so me and he chilled for a bit then we went in to his room the door was closed and we stared talkong we talked and talked and talked and befor we new it 4 hours go bye all we did the whole time was talk and i was geting tired it was almost 1 am and he walked me out to my car and we stood and talked some more and then he huged me good bye and then kissed me, To tell you the truth i thought we were just goin to be friends but after that kiss we couldnt be friend it was the best kiss of my life it was soo good we didnt want to stop.
redface we had to push away from each other i had so much butterflys in my stomch i didnt think i would be able to drive and not a few mins later that say ( Look I just wanna say I havent felt so chill around someone in a long time and the kiss felt like perfect. I rly like you alot) theres more but ill spare you lol
Well that was me and Devons Frist day and about 5 day later we were dating and now is 10 months and 5 day later were still as happy!!
this is us
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