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Posted: Thu Apr 21, 2011 5:47 pm
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My final project for my illustration class has come and I realize that this is what I have been waiting for and needed to do...
The project is to make a kids book illustration and one of the inspirations we can choose from that I am going with is... Aunt Matilda had always been a bit unusual
Now why do he need to do this your asking your self, well my idea is to make a dark seen. A jail, cage, prison, w/e. The back round is pitch black, only the bars can been seen. You see as well in the back round Kayian or really the materialization of my soul.
All you will really see of Kayian is his dark green eyes and a creepy a** smile. A single tear drops from his face as he grins and bellow is a ripple of water passes though the lower part of the picture.
If your still asking your self, what do I mean, its simple.
Note: This is where things really get screwed up
In a way, I am ******** up. Let me first explain the picture and how I say it is going to be a picture of my soul.
The smile and eyes - symbolizing anger and happiness ((a twisted happiness, but happiness never the less))
The black back round and cage bars - symbolizing my loneliness, anti social...ness, and the felling of being alone
The tear and the water ripple - symbolizing my sadness and how long I have been sad, but never showed it
Now why do I say that I am ******** up? Well its because, I have done things in the past that where wrong and I knew where, but I didn't stop although I knew the outcome and before you say it, yes I know everyone has done things in the past that they are not proud of, I would say what mine reason was, but I am not at liberality to speak of it. Thus, leads me into one part of becoming anti social...
All I will say on that matter was it was due to a game. I would spend much time on the computer, never going out. The other reasons where, we moved to California and I left what few friends behind in Florida. Trying to make friends out here, ha...I tried to friend some guys that where about my age, but I found out it wasn't meant to be...
First - I didn't like how they acted Second - I always went over to see if they wanted to hang out. They never came to see me and ask to hang out. Third - There other friends almost hit me with a trashcan when I was on my gas scooter. When I was going home, they fallowed me and started to harass me.
Now at school, ya some of my class mates are nice, but I still cant consider them friends. All I can say they are are, aquatints because, I just meet them in class, never out from the school.
One main reason I think this all started and well actually I know is the reason was back in grade school, I got picked on by being called turtle because of my last name. That lead me to anger issues and having to go to anger management.
Now I am all better, I just bottle up my rage *twisted smile*
There is a short summed up reasoning, though I could go deeper, but that's for another time...
Now going back to this project. This is what I have been waiting for and needed to do because I can finally show in picture form how I actually feel inside.
Now, your probably saying to yourself...Why not tell your parents or someone all this. Simple, I feel that knowing that some of you are gay and have been outlasted by the world or for what ever reason. I feel as if I can say this.
FINISHED
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Posted: Thu Apr 21, 2011 6:29 pm
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Posted: Thu Apr 21, 2011 6:30 pm
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Posted: Fri Apr 29, 2011 6:40 am
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Posted: Fri Apr 29, 2011 7:02 am
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Posted: Fri Apr 29, 2011 7:56 am
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