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 Posted: Fri Jul 15, 2011 1:26 am
I wana scream, bang my head into a wall, cry, bite my self, punch something, kick, cut my self and then get drunk...and I have no idea why I feel this way. I also want my mother... but not my boyfriend..WHAT THE HELL??
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Posted: Fri Jul 15, 2011 1:28 am
I am also shaking and feel high, but i have not taken, smoked, or drank anything that I did not make.
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ScarletFrost Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri Jul 15, 2011 2:36 am
Hooray for wild and uncontrollable mood swings. I sympathize. Deeply. My remedy is usually to crawl into a case of chocolate bars and not come out until morning.
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Posted: Fri Jul 15, 2011 2:38 am
ScarletFrost Hooray for wild and uncontrollable mood swings. I sympathize. Deeply. My remedy is usually to crawl into a case of chocolate bars and not come out until morning. I bit my self and listened to music...I feel better, still feel like crying, but..now I wana laugh to....
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ScarletFrost Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri Jul 15, 2011 2:48 am
Just don't leave any marks that might scar.
What music?
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Posted: Sun Jul 17, 2011 2:15 am
it's all perfectly normal. and in fact, all things considered, I think this is a step in the right direction for you. ^_^
we're all here for you. smile now, Ura, remember that this should only be a passing phase. don't stay stuck in it. whenever you are ready, you need to move forward to the next step. it's going to be difficult to know when that is on your own, I know. but don't be afraid to keep talking to us whenever you feel confused, or just want someone to listen or give advice.
:hugs you tightly, and pets you.:
how about you tell us what happened?
ya know, I used to bite myself all the time. I don't quite remember when I grew out of it, but I never thought I would. I think it stopped around the same time I got a grip on my depression. 9.9
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Chieftain Twilight Captain
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Posted: Mon Jul 18, 2011 10:42 pm
Chieftain Twilight it's all perfectly normal. and in fact, all things considered, I think this is a step in the right direction for you. ^_^ we're all here for you. smile now, Ura, remember that this should only be a passing phase. don't stay stuck in it. whenever you are ready, you need to move forward to the next step. it's going to be difficult to know when that is on your own, I know. but don't be afraid to keep talking to us whenever you feel confused, or just want someone to listen or give advice. :hugs you tightly, and pets you.: how about you tell us what happened? ya know, I used to bite myself all the time. I don't quite remember when I grew out of it, but I never thought I would. I think it stopped around the same time I got a grip on my depression. 9.9 I am having some issues with my mother and have left her area, not seeing her much anymore. I don't like her that much..i love her..but... i should be happy by all rights. I mean...everything is going my way...but..i feel like sh*t
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Posted: Mon Jul 18, 2011 10:55 pm
Ura the rainbow King Chieftain Twilight it's all perfectly normal. and in fact, all things considered, I think this is a step in the right direction for you. ^_^ we're all here for you. smile now, Ura, remember that this should only be a passing phase. don't stay stuck in it. whenever you are ready, you need to move forward to the next step. it's going to be difficult to know when that is on your own, I know. but don't be afraid to keep talking to us whenever you feel confused, or just want someone to listen or give advice. :hugs you tightly, and pets you.: how about you tell us what happened? ya know, I used to bite myself all the time. I don't quite remember when I grew out of it, but I never thought I would. I think it stopped around the same time I got a grip on my depression. 9.9 I am having some issues with my mother and have left her area, not seeing her much anymore. I don't like her that much..i love her..but... i should be happy by all rights. I mean...everything is going my way...but..i feel like sh*t ahh, I see... leaving the nest, and feeling guilty about it... you didn't do anything to feel guilty about. it's alright. everyone has to become independent at some point. smile I think she'll get used to it in time. it's always hard for a parent to let go of their child.
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Chieftain Twilight Captain
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Posted: Tue Jul 19, 2011 7:27 am
You know?
In my experience...
Sometimes the best way to get past those feelings of the desire to inflict self pain is to give into them a bit. Try not to do anything that makes you bleed, and a good way to exercise it is in doing something a bit constructive to your well being, like exercise.
I remember a particular time that it came down to me exploding or 'calming' myself down, and I kicked a stage... and I mean I KICKED that em-effer... like I thought it was going to move across the building... like you rear back to make one fly to center-field in a game of kickball... and I essentially turned my foot to grape Jell-o for the next 2 weeks...I felt pretty calm afterward. I didn't want to admit what I had done, so I laced up my high-top as tight as I could, and tried hard not to flinch when I walked. I slept with that tennis shoe on for 2 weeks after that. It's a shame too, I loved those Converse high-tops. My foot still has allot of issues 13 years later.
Yeah... don't do that...
Take up kick-boxing, roller derby, or something else that is legally aggressive. I got into football, and that helped me get through those self-abusive times.
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