This is hard to do.

[Crimson Remedy]

But it needs to be done. I feel like I've been betraying you all, especially as Otokage.
*sigh* I don't even know where to begin.
Lets get some things out of the way. For starters, I'm not a girl, I'm a boy. My name isn't Madison, it's Jonathan. I'm also, Thinking_Outside_Insanity. I know I probably lost a lot of friends with that last sentence, but I'm going to keep typing anyways.
Madison, or at least the persona of Madison, was a social experiment. When I first joined Gaia, and really became a member of the Internet, in a sense, I was ignored. Horribly ignored. But I picked up on the fact that most girls were accepted. So, I decided to try and pretend to be a girl and see if I was right. I grabbed one of my mules, changed the name and the avatar and joined NUR. I was right, I was almost instantly accepted. I became Madison.
Over the years, I've had ups and downs both as myself and as Madison, she grew almost into another person. Madison even helped me over several serious issues such as my sexuality.
Don't really know what else to say here, other than I'm sorry for my deception. I would like to continue to be a part of the NUR community if I can.

Sorry,
Jonathan.  

[jedimastersonic]

well thats interesting. I for one have nothing against you as this is just an online social place. in my view you are still welcome whether or not you are male or female. whats important is you've said the truth.  

[Cappey-San]

That's an ingenious experiment. Well played  

[Phantom Muse]

*claps his hands at a slow but moderate pace*

Nice way to put on a show. I think that you should still be in NUR....cause i want you to stick around.  

[The Wild Hunt]

Been there, done that. Is that all? xd

It's good to see that you're finally ready to tell people. I'm proud of you. heart And I had kinda assumed, really. After all, after spending countless years perfecting and practicing in such a way, myself, it became easy to spot others doing the same. Of course, I never really did as such on Gaia, but on an MMO I posed as someone I wasn't for... five years.  

[Crimson Remedy]

Yeah, I just wanted to clear the air. You know?  

[bb3000ae]

I'm sure everyone here has had a mule account of the opposite gender at some point, and just like an rpc it involves a life of it's own. I know it's very hard to come out and admit it so you have my respect for that. You'll come to find even those who feel betrayed come around if they are real friends...Now im interested to see if Shane can go though and pick out people who he thinks are doing this. However doing such thing might get people pissed/offended mrgreen  

[Cappey-San]

I would be shocked if shane could read the real me.

Edit: yeah I can honestly say I once had a mule back in '09. Slyfox40 was the name...really wish I remembered the password. There's a lot of cool stuff on that account crying  

[Crimson Remedy]

Tails1990

I would be shocked if shane could read the real me.

I just want to know what Hamboning is.  

[The Wild Hunt]

Tails1990

I would be shocked if shane could read the real me.

Haha noooo, I can't really read people, I can just spot mules pretty easily. I really don't know why, but I feel like there's a certain pattern displayed by all mules and mule owners that makes them easy to spot. The pattern is an unconscious thing, I couldn't really point it out or describe it. And it's not a special skill or anything, I'm sure we all have our own assumptions, eh? xD

@BB: Yeah, I'd just look like an a**. LOL  

[bb3000ae]

Incubus Shane

Tails1990

I would be shocked if shane could read the real me.

Haha noooo, I can't really read people, I can just spot mules pretty easily. I really don't know why, but I feel like there's a certain pattern displayed by all mules and mule owners that makes them easy to spot. The pattern is an unconscious thing, I couldn't really point it out or describe it. And it's not a special skill or anything, I'm sure we all have our own assumptions, eh? xD

@BB: Yeah, I'd just look like an a**. LOL

Yes you would, almost makes me want to list the mules I used here...almost. Could also throw everyone I know under the bus by saying their mules as well. But I'm too nice for that mrgreen  

[R0bot0]

This message has been approved by Ambro ninja  

[call_me_ishmail1]

Says you. I already know your mules. At least some of them. There might be some I still don't know though. But that's because we haven't talked in forever.  

[The Wild Hunt]

bb3000ae

Incubus Shane

Tails1990

I would be shocked if shane could read the real me.

Haha noooo, I can't really read people, I can just spot mules pretty easily. I really don't know why, but I feel like there's a certain pattern displayed by all mules and mule owners that makes them easy to spot. The pattern is an unconscious thing, I couldn't really point it out or describe it. And it's not a special skill or anything, I'm sure we all have our own assumptions, eh? xD

@BB: Yeah, I'd just look like an a**. LOL

Yes you would, almost makes me want to list the mules I used here...almost. Could also throw everyone I know under the bus by saying their mules as well. But I'm too nice for that mrgreen

I'm not. mrgreen

I don't have any mules emo I really can't manage more than 1 RPC per guild.  

[Cappey-San]

Crimson Remedy

Tails1990

I would be shocked if shane could read the real me.

I just want to know what Hamboning is.

Sorry Crimson I'm on my phone otherwised I'd hit ya up with the link. I need a regular show hamboning link STAT!