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Posted: Fri Aug 29, 2014 11:07 am
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Spinar had never, ever, felt this guilty in his entire life. It was nerve-wracking, horrible, but he had to get it off his chest. To come out before things got worse or more awkward, since in the past few days he had nearly been avoiding Rosy. Which wasn't good for either of them, he knew that.
Flipping open his phone he sent off a text to his ghoulfriend, then went about cleaning up his dorm. After things were picked up he waited, checking himself in the mirror a few times before sitting down on the couch. Pins and needles, Spinar busied his nagging mind with cleaning his fingernails.
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Posted: Fri Aug 29, 2014 11:24 am
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Rosy was busy in her own room, dancing around as she makes sure each of her minipets had enough to eat. While her music was loud, it didn't stop her from hearing her eyePhone as a text appeared. Floating over, she picks it up as she read the message. A brow arched as she looks over the message from her boil. It seem odd to her, no snarky remark, nor a emote like normal. Chewing on her bottom lip, she sends him off a quick message.
Text to Spinar Alright, I'll be there soon. <3
Dropping her phone back onto her desk, she looks at the image of Spinar on her phone. She couldn't help but wonder if she might have done something wrong. Shaking her head, she moves over her her closet to grab a pair of jeans and a simple red shirt. Changing, she grabs her black hoodie with Spinar's pin on it just as she walks out the door. Pulling the hoodie on, she check to make sure she has her key, phone, and a Yurei before she ma, es her way up to the ground level of the campus.
She was slow in getting to Spinar's dorm, and even slower as she makes her way downstairs where those of cold resigned. Moving to his door, she push a few of her curls into her hoodie before test the door. Carefully pushing it open, she peeks inside "Spinar?" She slips inside as she pulls her hoodie down "Sorry it tok so long, I was in the process of feeding minipets." She smiles to him, although never stepping away from the door.
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Posted: Sat Aug 30, 2014 12:03 pm
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"Stop." The word came out as a broken demand, it was typical Rosy blaming herself. But this time it wasn't her it really was him as cliche as that sounded and he couldn't stand her blaming herself. Leaning up with a deep sigh the pop can in his hands was placed to the table in front of them.
How to start, where to start to make sure Rosy just didn't bolt. There were a lot of things he needed, had to say, and they had to be right this moment or things would never progress or - Spinar's nails bit into his palms, cutting thoughts there as they turned for the worse.
"Before I start, I-" Spinar paused, icy orbs wavering in confidence and sureness as he glanced to the ghoul by his side. A pale cold hand reached for Rosy's taking it firmly to hold her, just to reassure himself that she'd have to put up a fight to run before continuing. "...I cheated on you.." His gaze fell with the words, that unfamiliar pain beating at his rib cage with the confession. He didn't know what to expect maybe a slap, maybe some relief but that didn't come either.
Scared, he still felt scared and couldn't stand it, the feeling alone having him tighten on Rosy's hand and rambling, "and I'm..sorry. I really am..I just, and when it was over I have this pain in my chest and I.." His tone turned desperate along with the look in his eyes as they turned back up, "..Please?" The word was a whispered beg, please forgive him, please give him another chance, please let him love her like she deserved to be loved.
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Posted: Sat Aug 30, 2014 12:34 pm
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Rosy was caught off guard when he told her to stop, and even more confused when he took her hand in his own. This was a side of him she never seen before, and it had her scared. Looking towards him, her eyes went wide as she heard what he had to say. He cheated....on her. Looking down at her hand in his, she slowly understood why he took her hand.
Closing her eyes, she swallows before licking her dry lips. She read this in books, how many ghouls were pissed and leave the boil. Even ghouls cheating on boils. Her mind went back to the kiss she shared with Seiji. They weren't dating, they were just friends at the time when it happen. She never told him, because she wasn't sure how to.
Lifting her other hand, she carefully place it on his cheek in hoping of getting him to look at her "I know I am suppose to be furious with you, but I not. If anything, I'm glad you told me. You could have kept it quiet and I would have never known." she looks away as she smirks "I wasn't lying when I said I wanted no one else but you Spinar. It sucks that you cheated, but I am not going to run away because of it." she paused before she looks down "I would be a fool to give you up. Beside, your not the only one with a confession."
She paused as she slipped off the couch, standing in front of him "Before carnival prom....I met a boil...Seiji. He lives in my dorm...and well...we were dancing...and he kissed me." she looks down "I won't lie...I liked it..alot...but it was then that I realized...it wasn't you." she sighs as she chuckles "So...yea....Spinar...the only way you will ever get rid of me...is walking away from me." she pauses "But...please..." she stops, trying to find her words "Never again...I want this...us...to be us...I know I said I never ask anything of you...." she wiggles her fingers in his hand "But...if we are going to be a couple...it has to be us...no one else. New start, from this point, past behind us. No contract needed...your my boil...and I'm your ghoul...period." she was trying to be firm in her request of them making this real this time.
Even if she was shaking on the inside, scared she might be pushing him.
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Posted: Mon Sep 01, 2014 1:22 pm
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To hear that it was this easily taken, with an added confession of her own, well he was shocked. Shocked stupid quite honestly for more than a few moments the boil went blank. A look of relief, confusion and a hint of jealousy on across his features as he stared to the wall.
The while though his grip didn't slack, he held tight to Rosy, soaking in all she had said. And yet he was still not able to accept it fully, that it was all really alright with her, that she wasn't just going to leave. Maybe a part of him felt that would be easier, but another part of him was near tears, both in confusion and joy.
And that was the scariest part of all, he could feel the years of hiding peeling away in the moment, with the warmth of his ghostly ghouls cold hand.
So.
...Terrifying.
Through the prodding to look at her he refused, it wasn't until she made her request that he looked up. That same look of uncertainty and disbelief in his eyes as he looked over his ghouls face. Could he promise something like that, could he really live up to that expectation? Spinar wasn't sure himself, but he wanted to, he wanted more than anything to, he knew that now.
Putting the past behind them, did that type of thing really work? Could he really be exclusive? Spinar smiled, a genuine smile for once and brought up Rosy's hands to meet his lips, he didn't know what to tell her really aside from one thing, "I love you."The words were whispered, trembled as if painful to let go of for fear of being rejected but firm none the less to show they were truly meant.
And that was all he could offer.
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Posted: Wed Sep 03, 2014 1:25 pm
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Rosy couldn't stop herself from tensing his Spinar's arm as he asked about her mother. Looking down for a moment, she chews on her lip before she sat up slowly. Her curls hid her face as she swallows "She a monster, a vile creature...and I hate her." she didn't know where to start, as she tries to keep her anger in check "Everyone in the coven does as she say, because she is head of it. I know she killed Darren's father without a second thought." she pauses as she nods alittle "Yea...I know Darren not really my brother. I was brought into the coven. I don't know how...I just know I am suppose to take over." she pulls her knees to her chest as she close her eyes.
"Up until coming to Amity, I was never allow to leave the coven. I did though..." she lifts her arms to look over the torn skin "And I payed for it because I wouldn't allow her to hurt Darren...not after the homecoming..." she stopped herself from growling "She took his eye, over one mistake...an accident." she was shaking because of how angry she was getting "I made a vow to myself that it would never happen again. So I took most of the punishments, just to ensure Darren didn't." she laughs as she looks over at Spinar for a moment.
"I don't want her to ever meet you, its why when I have to go back...I don't want you there. I have seen her do horrid things to my family. I don't want her to touch you. I rather die first then she get her hands on you." she meant those words, her red eyes glowing just alittle before she finally curls back into his arms "I will have to go back, but it won't be to take over." she didn't know what she was going to do, but she would end thing.
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Posted: Thu Sep 04, 2014 6:07 pm
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Punishment. With the glance to her ripped skin he hissed, unable to contain the reaction. Regardless of what Rosy said about her mother he wanted blood simply for the fact that she had hurt, HER. How could she hurt her, Spinar didn't approve of any kind of scareling abuse, he had his own hand in the matter with his father. Not to mention Rosy was his and no one, NO ONE, hurt what was his past or present or future.
It's why he despised him so much, and why he understood what Rosy was saying even if he didn't like it.
As Rosy curled back into him, his temper settled just a touch, but the temp in the room was noticeably colder should she have been choosing to feel. Holding tight with two wrapped arms he pressed his lips into those dark curls and gave a kiss. "I get it, but I'll have you know I don't like it, ..and I'm more than capable of killer her if that's what you want done."
Because while he hated his father, he had learned more than a few things from him, that were useful..
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