Found out that we have another family member on their deathbed today. It's Jeff's grandmother, we're all really upset about it. She was a really sweet lady, when I brought my son home from the hospital she came over with a bunch of baby stuff that he could use. He was born a month early and nothing fit him, she bought a bunch of baby clothes that were preemie sized and she bought me a bunch of preemie sized diapers. I was so thankful, I don't even think she knows how thankful I was because I couldn't find anything preemie sized. She was just a very sweet and very loving person. I'm tired of losing awesome people to cancer.