Off for a while [updated] please help please

[MARIA SHAKEDOWN]

I'm taking a break from gaia.
I'm taking a break from everything at the moment.
I probably won't be on for a week.
Maybe one or two posts.
But I won't be around that much for a week.
Right now I'm just so depressed I could
really care less about the computer.
Righ tnow it's just Ben, and blah.
And s**t.
So have a great day just letting you know
I won't be on for a while.

Maria  

[SARSSS]

Omg...; ____ ;.

Mariaful. <333.

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[MARIA SHAKEDOWN]

I'm updating on what happened.

Last night I was hanging around with
Tasha when we got a called from Bobby
he swaid he wanted to hang around and had two other
guys with me.
I didn't want to but since Tasha wanted to
I went anyways.
Around 8:30 bobby had to leave so they dropped him off
and so while the guys are gone I was talking to tasha.
We were going to hang under the bridge but she
said she was too scared because we had
gotten stopped by the police already and they said
it was dangerous for two
girls to hang around at nigh tby themseleves.
So were walking and I said "sure, we don't have to hang under the bridge
if you're scared" so we walk along
and I didn't want to geet in trouble or hang around with
the guys.
So I say to tasha I really didn't want to hang with them.
And she gets mad and says she wants to get over her boys
problems and hang around with these guys.
And I said please just take your friends
opinion and please I didn't want to hang with them.
Her parents didn't know we were hanging with them
and my parents know I was sleeping over.
So she turns and says "fine I'm hanging out with them"
and leaves me ont he street with no
wehere to go. I sit down in bushes and just cry.
And I start to hit myself.
Then later I get tired of sitting htrere to I get up
and go walking then I see them and she says
"what do you want to do"
and I just say "I don't give a s**t anymore"
she hands me her cellphone and says " then ******** call your dad"
and I Just walk away and say "IO'm your best friend
not thse guys I really don't like them"
she calls my dad and I just walk away.
I see them later and theyt'r ein this
kids cars all under age and smoking and talking
about doing pot and right now I don't want to ******** my life I just want to make it better.
So I say why are you doing this?
You're selfish and she turns and rolls her eyes and
then I just run.
Later my dad picks me up and i"m just sobbing.
Natasha last me there in the rain.
I'm depressed I wanted to hang at her house
so we could talk and i could feel better.
She left me to hang around with gu ys
for her boy problems.
She left me ont he street with no where to
go.

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Maria  

[SARSSS]

Ohmygosh...Mariaaa...<3333.

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I could totally hug you right now. D :.

Gosh...that's just messed up...; ___ ;.