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Posted: Mon Jan 27, 2020 9:08 pm
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Posted: Fri Jan 31, 2020 9:55 pm
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Posted: Sat Feb 01, 2020 7:40 pm
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Posted: Sun Feb 02, 2020 3:32 pm
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Day #: O2l Theme: Gems
Stay Golden
“Stay golden,” you said, a text to my phone late at night. I had tried to convince you to sell me something I could use to end my life. You wouldn’t hand it over.
Instead, you lit your pipe and inhaled deeply, peering at me over your thick rimmed glasses. We both knew you weren’t smoking tobacco, but you handed it to me regardless.
I drew in a large breath, held it and released before asking one more time with a dark look in my eyes. “Please sell it to me.” “No,” was all you responded. That was a month ago.
I watched the sun set lower on the horizon as I drove closer towards the place I last saw you, orange skies lit up like jewels cresting the dark prairie landscape. In twenty four hours, the whole world rumbled and cracked, much like the nights small pearls fizzled and popped against the scratchy Brillo.
“Stay golden,” with my name attached at the end of the sentence. Funny how something so precious a metal can turn into such a sour taste on one’s tongue. They say diamonds are a girl’s best friend, but they’re wrong. You were much more than a unsubstantiated gem. You were pure gold.
xoxoxo Day 022 xoxoxo
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Posted: Tue Feb 04, 2020 7:51 pm
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☆═━┈┈┈┈┈┈┈━═☆
Warned; Day 24 theme was used. Solution: Pick a theme from Day 23 tomorrow.
☆═━┈┈┈┈┈┈┈━═☆
Day 23 Theme: Confident
In so many ways, I was so confident. I felt like I had the world on my shoulders, I know I could take it away for me. Before long I realize that everything I had grown to believe as true was nothing but a forest identity give it to me the minute I opened my eyes on planet earth. To take somebody’s sense of self and misconstrue it and twist it into something and recognizable is the lowest form of human dignity one could possibly manage.
It took me 20 years to learn that the truth is only what we believe it to be, that I could be anything I wanted to be, and to know certainly in my own self to the point of knowing everything about the person I wanted to become.
I allowed myself to lose my entity, I allowed for myself to lose the confidence that time after time I could rise. I allowed myself these things because The world disallowed me everything else.
Until confidence swept my hands from my face, Threw my shoulders back in a warning pose, And threw me to the wolves, I had no idea the power it could bring me.
I am confident because I am me. I am confident in the ideals I have set for myself. I am confident in each day becoming a brand new chance to begin again, because I am confident.
•••••••••••• I just can’t draw right now. I’m so sorry. Hopefully tomorrow is a better day.
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Posted: Thu Feb 06, 2020 7:28 pm
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Posted: Fri Feb 07, 2020 8:21 pm
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Posted: Sun Feb 09, 2020 5:44 pm
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Posted: Tue Feb 11, 2020 4:59 am
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