My ex.
It's stupid to get in online reletionships
I know.
So don't ask if it's online or rl
And don't tell me i'm so dumb.
because i know that
I think about him too much
I can't get my mind off him.
What ever i do
Draw, write, listen to music
It makes me think of him
So I've been sad a lot lately.
I keep thinking all we will ever be is friends[with benefits] now
And I mean i still talk to him.
But then he stops replying after like 60 or something replies.
And i know he's still on for like 3 hours more.
it just breaks my heart.
I haven't told him that
Because i don't want him to think i'm obsessed with him
And i don't want him to know how i really feel..
All sad and shitt.
Hating almost every moment of life that comes.
And he doesn't know if he told me to do anything i'd do it.
Like one night i was gonna cut and posted a bulletin saying that on myspace
he stopped me from doing it.
My friends[like sarahfuls] have tried helping me get over him.
But each night i hurt more and more.
When no one else i talk to is on.
I'm guessing all i need to heal is to know he still loves me
Even though we aren't together..
He prolly doesn't....
Because i keep telling my friends i want to know if he still loves me
then they message him asking that..
And he just reads it...
so it makes me want to know more..
=[[
Well that's out.. I feel sorta better =]]
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