I think I have some guilt problems...

[Lime Green Loli]

I dunno...maybe four or so months ago...I was having a really hard time in life. It went on for a while...

....one thing my grandma said...with my mother standing there. "She ruins everything! She's ruined so much of my life I don't know what I'll do."

Truthfully....ever since that point...when I snapped on her, cussed her out, and said "Hey, so if I ruin so much, why the ******** am I still here?"...word for word....and I haven't really ever looked her in the face much since then.

I feel...really weird. I don't know...if I should be feeling so guilty...or if I should have said what I said.

....I don't know.  

[aikoislost]

well do you have any reasons to tell that to your own mother?Coz I dont really think telling something like that to someone,especially to the one who gave you life and raised you strong,without reason really is gonna hurt her so much...  

[Lime Green Loli]

Aye, I said it to my grandma. And what she said somehow made me think I had reason enough.  

[Amai~Kawaii]

I'd feel quilty too v.v''
Listen, she's part of your family
I'm sure that if you apologize, there will be no hard feelings
And if she knew that you were going through a rough time, I'm sure she'd understand

If you do that, at least you have nothing else to feel quilty for, right?

 

[aikoislost]

Amai~Kawaii

I'd feel quilty too v.v''
Listen, she's part of your family
I'm sure that if you apologize, there will be no hard feelings
And if she knew that you were going through a rough time, I'm sure she'd understand

If you do that, at least you have nothing else to feel quilty for, right?

yeah like he said.  

[Corpse_Bride_131]

Apologize, and you might find out exactly what triggered what she said about you, and you both may realize that you were in the wrong.  

[xdownwithxtheshipx]

If you were never born your Grandmother could have been a super model, you should feel guilty.