The darkness you left me in
The hatred you made me survive in
The love you never gave me
I thank you for you saved me

You let me bleed away the blinding bright light
You let me know what I needed to do
Fall off a building or slice my wrist into two

Committing suicide was something amazing
The feel of fresh blood spilling away
The feeling of something being saved

Fwafwafwa
You made me kill
You made me kill myself
You slowly tormented my mind
You slowly destroyed me inside out

The darkness you left me in
Made me realize
That the blinding bright light
Was just a feint in life
It’s just a ploy to drive me into the nice

The hatred you made my survive in
Made me stronger and odder
It doesn’t matter.
I lasted the lashes of harsh remarks
The dark comments on my part

The love you never gave me
I’m glad you didn’t
Because then I would have to kill you
Instead of the me within

I thank you for you saved me
From the nicer life I could have had
You saved me from the revolting dream within
And now, I’m a suicidal Sadist again