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I lied to him.
Now he's doing the same thing to me that i lied about to him.
What should i do?
Should i tell him everything and make him feel bad for what he's doing?
Should i just ware it and tell him everythings O.K?
Should i just pass it over my shoulder and say i cant help it cause i did it to him?
HELP!!

yesyes. if we you would please tell us what the situation is, i'm sure people would like to help 3nodding

Most people remember when they're stoned =/
Ew keep out of his emails they're private, he's cheated and you went through his emails and cheated.
Your worse.
I think it'd be better if you finished personally, there's obviusly no trust.

there's no trust in it at all . . . if you really loved him, you wouldn't have let yourself cheat on him, and you wouldnt go through his personal emails, you would ask him straight up, and if he loved you he wouldnt cheat on you and he would tell you sraight up that he didnt want the relationship to carry on anymore . . .
i think you should seperate

Sorry if i made a steriotype im not trying to!!

the funny thing is i cant really do that. i cant break up with him. i NEED him. he's the reason i stopped doing drugs and other things *cough* cutting. because he showed me theirs more to life then living in the gutter with a few *6 years older then me* guys. and if i loose him...i sware i will kill myself.

Advice now?

I thought he was the reason you stopped doing drugs? if so then why did you cheat on him after smoking cannabis? He can't have done that good a job. I need alot of things, but I'll live without them. And you know, the reason I stopped drinking, self harming and the like, was because I wanted to change to be a better person, to you it sounds more like you stopped because of peer preasure and never wanted to change, and whats wrong with hanging out with poeple 6 years older then you? I was doing that at 12, they did drugs, I never felt the need to try them, until I was ready and I did it on my terms alone, no one else's.

As for killing yourself, no you won't, thats a guilt mechanism to make sure the one you "love" doesn't leave you, to give you a sense of security, its just a nasty way of uilt tripping someone to be with you... ok I say to Zombie Remera but she knows I'd never do anything so stupid.

Relik San - He was the reason i stopped, eventually. My little brother was the main reason i smoked that night, because of some things he said. Yes it is alot of peer pressure, but being off them makes me see what i could be. I can be easily manipulated into doing things, as well as being vunerable to any passing guy, its not fun! Its not the fact of hanging out with 6y older guys, its the fact that their in a HUGE gang and i cant exactly leave them or they will come after me. and if i send any of them to Jail for what they've done to me, theirs >300 of them, i cant get all of them!!

Zombie Remera -Leaving him wasnt really going to be an option but i will put it there anyway. I have my mind made to not leave him, but its nice to have other peoples oppinions because im too stubborn to leave him even if its the best thing for both of us.

This is yout test of life, it's the test that will make or brake you.
You need to decide yourself, if you leave him, are you strong enough to make it, to make it ALL alone?? That's the question, and do you want to know the answer?? Of cource you can! Everyone can! That's the point of this test, if you belive that you can make it to a better life, just think of how brilliant your life could be if you just leave it now and move on. But if you dont fully believe you can make it, but you try you will not make it, things will get worse and worse, you need to believe that you are stronger, and you don't need to depend on anyone because you are who you are!