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I apologize if you don't like the whatever you want to call it. I'm sure you all want to know what I think of you. This is my poetry ####, except without the satisfaction. (((Let's see how many people respond))) And just for the record. I don't care what you think. I like taking up space because it is my right as a US citizen. Ha. I bet you've heard a lot of ignorant people say that. "Because it's my right." It's your right to criticize my poetry, and my right to curse you.
Mother Nature is gone.
Hiding from the world.
From the pain and strife,
And anger.
We question the unanswerable.
We wish we understood.
We lack the capacity
To understand our own faults.
We live everyday,
Accustomed to the aggression.
We go one more hour.
The pain never stops.
"It was meant to happen."
Or so you say.
You're convinced the world is dead.
There's nothing left for you.
Who would help;
The guardian has lost her will.
Maybe truth is dead.
All we're fed is lies.
Should you go another day?
Or give up as well...
You could be like the world.
Lie down and die.
Escape from this madness.
One more person,
that realized.
There was nothing to fight for.
Poetry is dead.
Why don't you understand?
You fill up your heads
With hopes and dreams.
Writing them down
Won't achieve
Satisfaction.
Are all of you insane.
Writing hasn't won a war,
brought peace.
It's all the same.
Nobody cares.
Your feelings
Don't matter.
You can't change your fate.
People live;
Breed off of hate.
Poetry is weak
For the wounded
A crutch for the meek.
You should have learned.
You've always said
You want to fly.
Escape the pain,
I never questioned why.
I supported you.
Loved you.
I thought you felt the same.
I thought it would last.
but I never believed,
That when you grew your wings
You'd leave me in the past.
I cut because you hate me
I cut because you lied
I cut because you hurt me
These feelings I can no longer hide
I’m lying on the floor
Broken, cold and dead
All the warmth is gone
Nothing is in my head
All my hopes and fears
Wash down the drain
Mingling with blood and tears
Long since spilled and forgotten
But now I can’t help but wonder
Would this happen
If we traveled back in time
What we did and what we said
Our first meeting and where it led
Was a lie
I cut because you hate me
I cut because you lied
I cut because you hurt me
And I really tried
You hurt me worse then I could ever do
How long has it been?
Since you hurt me then you
Turned and ran
Since you beat me ‘til I bled
Watched me in the corner
Broken, cold, and dead
A bitter façade inside and out
How long will it take?
Until you find out
I’m empty of emotion
I’ve rid myself of you
And even if you lied to me
There’s nothing worse you could do
Do you remember,
Wen we were young?
I had it all
Or so I thought.
You were so nice
Loving.
I wanted you,
And you wanted me.
No...
Are you amused?
Standing ther
Watching me
Broken and dieing.
I gave you myself.
Back then I was ignorant.
I gave you my fears.
You said you'd protect me.
I gave you my past.
You said you'd understand.
I gave you my future.
You said you would be there, always.
I gave you my dreams.
You said you'd fulfill them.
I gave you my trust,
But you lied.
I gave you my soul.
You ripped it in half.
I gave you everything,
And now I have nothing.
You weren't what you said.
A fabricated lie.
And since you took everything,
All I'm asking
Is that you leave.
Leave me in my brokeness.
I'm not giving you anything else.
Not that you care.
After you take everthing you want,
You'll find someone else.
I know how you are.
But I won't let that happen.
Now that you've revealed your true colors,
I'll warn everyone.
Think of it as payback.
You took everything.
Now I'm taking something of yours.
I might even give it back.
The night is cold
It bites into your soul
Rips a hole
Decaying, rotting, festering
Dissolving
From the inside out
Shadows cover all
Blotting out
Darkness
Bleeding, suffocating, dieing
Embrace the dark
Embrace the pain
Accept it or not
It’s all the same
Starless night
Shadows on the wall
Shadows within shadows
Endless flight
Biting, gnawing, masticating
All falls apart
Losing my soul
Can’t lose my heart
That’s all I’ve got
All I have left
This whole night I’ve fought
Don’t let me fall
Dropping, falling, descending
I’m losing my balance
I’m losing it all
The ground is getting close
Darkness breaks my fall
I’ve lost everything
Lost it in mid-flight
All that’s left is shadows
All that’s left is Night.
Do Rae Me Fa So La Te Do
Do Ti La Fa So Me Rae Do
Just want you to know, I'm as sane as can be
When you left I couldn't handle it,
Started cutting again out of habit.
I'm so sane, it's crazy.
I woke up today in a normal mood
Broke my mirror when it laughed at me
Questioning my sanity
Unofficial day off...
You casually ask how I've been
You don't see the scars that I hide
Don't know the stability of my mind
You've got another girl to f*
Just want you to know I'm as sane as can be
When you left you broke my heart
You were never that smart
I'm just sane in an insane world
My friend told me a while back
If you don't leave him now, you are admitting you are mad
Mad as a hatter
I guess it's true, and just as sad.
Because you left me in the end.
You probably won't tell me if I ask you face to face
You don't recall, back then, I was head over heels
and you still don't care how I feel
I Loved, I hated, I lost
Have you ever reached a point where you wished you were dead?
Thought you'd rather pass on then stay, living inside your head?
Tortured by all the insanity
Taunted by cruel humanity
You wouldn't know because you are having too much fun putting everyone else down.
Just want you to know I'm as sane as can be
When you left you broke my heart
You were never that smart
I'm just sane in an insane world
Just want you to know, I'm as sane as can be
When you left I couldn't handle it,
Started cutting again out of habit.
I'm so sane, it's crazy.
I catch my self wondering.
Where will I go?
Lead by a breeze
Altered by change
Everything must be chaotic.
Confusing
Swirling in your mind
In mine
The rain falls
And we are still
Looking for answers
The water washes away.
Erases
Traces left behind
Lingering is not an option.
Or that's what we're told.
People stand
And wait
For answers
That only move forward
What's worth chasing?
You buried your dreams.
Along with mine
I stand here now.
Nothing's changed.
Planted in the same spot
For eternity?
I hope not.
What a paradox.
We stand here.
In thought
Hoping for change
And not reaching out.
Wishing it would end.
And never
Taking that first step
The thoughts
Circulating in my head
Will I be stuck with them?
Is that my fate?
You awaken
With the moon
You sleep.
Do you think...
Will anything change?
Please tell me!
It drives me mad
Like an arrow
To the heart
You must feel it too.
It's been there for ages.
How much time
Has elapsed
How many have faded?
Into the mist
Disappeared
Is that our fate?
If so
I will not give in.
Resign myself to this?
Chain of Despair
Break at the links.
Should I move on?
It is so hard
Distant
Maybe
Disappearing isn't
But so bad
Push forward?
I can only wait
For my own assurance
What a paradox.
Would you come with me?
Grasp my hand
Move forward
Change your fate.
And mine
I wonder...
Look at the people,
Turning their backs
on you now.
Everything they say
makes you want to throw in the towel.
The pain and the anguish
locked up inside.
Nobody understands
all of these things
You'd rather hide.
Barred from the world
From the lies and the hurt.
Everything you ever knew
And all that you have heard
Are lies.
The streets are filled with
A disease called depression
All of the nights you cried.
Cold tears that you shed
And nobody asking why.
They go on living in the gray.
So we go on living
Ignoring the despair.
Subtract the good Samaritan,
and no one seems to care.
Without the fairytale
You see the true world.
(((this ones uber lame, not that any of them are good)))
And here is the end. I am suprised you reached the end. Scanning doesn't count #######. Anyway, I congratulate you and your prize is the ownership of my manufacturing business of pain and misery. ~kisses~ I'd rather drown you in your false depression.
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