my story
story...
on the blank mirror she took the red paint and spelled out "i ******** hate you! yet i ******** love u." she looked at herself through the paint. the red cascading down into each letter below it. next to her was the volka bottle. the bath tub draining away next to her. water mixed with bubbles and her tear. she hold the volka bottle to her lips for a last taste, the next moment she regreted it. her sapphire eyes looked into the mirror. her shivering naked body before her, with the clear bottle porched to her ruby mouth that moment she snap. she through the bottle at the mirror and slid down to the floor, tears pouring out her eyes. glass shards rained around her.volka all over her clean body. nips of blood shown where the glass cut her.
what to do, she didnt know? she felt helpless. the boy was playing with her stringing her along. she didnt know. the girl sobbed. help. she wanted that but in away she didnt. she wanted to be left alone. she wanted the guy she fell in love with back...but he was gone. hidden deep away and she knew he was never returning. she hated what was going on. she wanted to wake up to were he called her beautiful and pretty and that she was gorgouse. she wanted him to wrap his arms around her and kiss her neck and say hello like he use too. that was never going to happen. it didnt feel like he cared enough.
tear drops came pouring out again and she grabbed a towel and sniffed a sob. stomach aching and she knew this was how it was. she didnt want his pity, if that was what he was giving. she didnt even know what to feel anymore. sure she felt some love towards him, but over top of that was ice. why do it again. why even bother? she knew all he do is hurt her bc that is all he has done since he left her in this state with out him. hurt. caused her pain to mirror the pain he felt. she was sick of it.
she was suppose to be treated better then this. like a princess. he suppose to treat her kind and love her and give her lil notes every day. he use to....give notes. She smiles a lil. but the best part is when he walked her home or they just sit next to eachother and he give her a kiss goodbye. she cried harder. she was never getting any that again. the boy she fell for was gone lost and she wished he never ******** left. she wished he grow up and realize that u cant treat the woman u love like a play thing. she never her heart was fragile but did he? did he know? after all the break ups, didnt he realize one day he finally lose her. probably not. probably didnt think so. too bad. what he expect them to flirt and he win her over.
she crawed and stood up. glass cuttin into her foot. she looked at the mirror again and wiped it with her hand.
what the ******** did he want with her?? she didnt know and she wanted to find out. she open the bathroom door and walked out into the mist of steam that the door let excape/
The Emo Guild
What do you think genius? Its a guild for emo's.
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