You saw me, took me and destroyed a perfectly happy child
every single day i carry around the effects of what you did for everyone to see
my words of protest and terrified whimpers are contained in my very real shell
... and i can't break free.
Well done. No, really, take a bow ladies.
You did a fantastic job. I dont think you even know half of what you did to me.
You wont find it in your perverted memories either, it's here, with me today.
One day, I'll let it go.
I'll stop tending these wounds and let them heal...
so much anger and so much pain and yet i still can't get it out, just conjuring your face and these memories and my resolution and initial strength is gone. I want to be rid of you. Oh god I want to be rid of you!
- Songs -
'One day, I'm gonna forget your name
One sweet day, you're gonna drown in my lost pain'
'You dont remember me
but I, remember you
I lie awake and try so hard
not to think of you
but who can decide what they dream?
and dream I do'
'Refuse to slip, refuse to fall
refuse to feel, anything at all'
'You dont know why they had to go this far,
traded your worth fro these scars
- for your only company
and don't believe the lies that they have told to you
not one word was true - you're alright, you're alright, you're alright'
'Because of you i never stray too far from the side walk
because of you i learn to play on the safe side so i dont get hurt
because of you im ashamed of my life...
because of you, i am afraid...
and now i cry in the middle of the night when i see your face'
'But your presence still linger here
and it wont leave me alone
These wounds wont seem to heal
this pain is just too real
theres just too much that time cannot erase...'
'One day, I'm gonna forget your name
One sweet day, you're gonna drown in my lost pain'
'You dont remember me
but I, remember you
I lie awake and try so hard
not to think of you
but who can decide what they dream?
and dream I do'
'Refuse to slip, refuse to fall
refuse to feel, anything at all'
'You dont know why they had to go this far,
traded your worth fro these scars
- for your only company
and don't believe the lies that they have told to you
not one word was true - you're alright, you're alright, you're alright'
'Because of you i never stray too far from the side walk
because of you i learn to play on the safe side so i dont get hurt
because of you im ashamed of my life...
because of you, i am afraid...
and now i cry in the middle of the night when i see your face'
'But your presence still linger here
and it wont leave me alone
These wounds wont seem to heal
this pain is just too real
theres just too much that time cannot erase...'
