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	The Devils Teachings
	The Devils Teachings


i cry alone regreting everything yet still i feel responsible their pain and mine his tears fill me with joy and i don't understand how can i feel that at his unhappiness he doesn't deserve anything! but he's only 6 i don't know what to do i don't know how to cope i just need time don't yell at me you're steeling my cruch you're ripping my faith out from under me how can you do this to me i'm sorry what did i do wrong? is it how i act? is it that i'm smart? is it how i remind you of your past? i'm sorry i can't do this any more i can't show you my kindness anymore you're ripping me apart your steeling my sanity i can't be who you want yet i still have to rely on you i don't want to bother you anymore i don't want to ask you for things but i have to their is no other way i'm sorry i'm a burden i'm sorry i can't be who you want but this is me you should be happy why aren't you happy for me? how can you treat me like that?! how can you act like a high schooler! how can you just mess with me for her approval!! i hope you get what you want then when i'm successful you look at me and see that everything you've done to me everything that you did to me everything that i say is not what you remember not how you wanted it you'll look at me and say "i never taught her that" and i'll say to the public "thanks to my father, he has taught me to fend on my own. His lack of being their has taught me the most important thing in life...never trust anyone, never let anyone see your true ambitions. never give you heart away whole. Never fully trust" lunarkitsune16 · Tue Jun 12, 2007 @ 03:24am · 0 Comments


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