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Here's a little free-verse i wrote about how im feeling...

He looks at her…
I can see it in his eyes…
He still loves her.
I shouldn’t be in his life.
I want him to be happy…
I don’t deserve him,
And the only person he deserves,
Is the one he truly loves…

So why am I taking her place beside him?
Why does he act all happy, when I know?
I know of his love… and who it truly belongs to…

He says they’re best friends…
But they secretly don’t want to be…
They jokingly say “I love you”
Like they’re siblings…
It’s making me sick….
Maybe I should break it off,
Maybe I should help him…
Win the girl he loves, in the end…

Why am I taking her place beside him?
Why does he act all happy, when I know?
I know of his love… and who it truly belongs to…

Why…



so there u have it. not like anyone's actually gonna read this...
and here's one i wrote about how im feeling about religion:

Fallen…

They tell me what to do,
They tell me how to pray,
Can't they see that all they're doing
Is pushing me away?

I've lived with this belief
For as long as I've known,
But now I am old enough to see
The other directions the wind has blown

Yes, I may become distant
Yes, I know what I'm saying,
No, I don't want to talk about it
And don't even mention praying…

I'm falling down the hole,
Towards the things that I adore
Like meeting my boyfriend
By sneaking out your door

Don't tell me that I'm too young
To make my own decisions
Because trust me, I know that
I'm building all these divisions

I won't have all the pressure
Of living like you say
But then again, it's funny,
I never really lived that way

I won't have a temple marriage
To some man who acts like you
Now doesn't that whole idea
Give you something new to chew?

I know Im writing blasphemy
And it's considered a sin
But its way better compared
To the position I once was in.

So thank you for your help
In pushing me away
You've caused this broken person
To become a fallen stray...