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(Akane=Me!, Akemii=Bianca=Ayane-Chan17, Alex= Ri k k u, Caitlyn= white_wedding_dbi13)

	Dying in a hell-ish world
	Dying in a hell-ish world


I miss having someone that's mine.... I wish to have someone I am able to connect with... More than a best friend... I have Akemii-chan but I'm still depressed, I've lost every thing and this hell-ish world is pulling me into a black hole... And now I just want to never wake up, just to Die in this crappy world... Right now I feel that Who I am hates who i've become... Some of you have to know how it feels, when you lose someone and your life just falls apart, and all you want to do is be with the one you love. I miss him I miss playing and being free with him... But i lost him a hard and painful way I've known him since we were 5 now being how old i am now i still remeber how painful it was losing him... And every day I remeber everything we were palning on doing when we were older. And All the unspoken words... All the things i never told him when i lost him.... By the way i was 10 when i lost him... Not that long ago... Now i just hate myself Akemii-chan where have you gone as well? It seems forever even though it's been like 2 weeks... What ever i just feel like st and wanna go back an erase what happened so i wouldn't hurt... But time can only erase so much pain... Nagisa-Chan Ritsuka+Akane_Aoyagi** · Tue Jun 26, 2007 @ 05:25pm · 2 Comments


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Tue Jul 03, 2007 @ 03:03am

your really poetic!!you can express your self with words more than others,thats rather good!

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Tue Jul 03, 2007 @ 02:37pm

~giggles~

Thanks caitlyn

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