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	White Cheetah Log Um... Just to say to all that cares. Nothing really big here...

	Scared...
	Scared...


I'm now very scared of hurting people more.... Or hurting other people.... Things will work out, but now I have to deal with this without my parents love. I have to believe in myself, even if others won't... My chest's so tight from both guilt and asthma, I can barely breath deeply. I'm so sorry to everyone that I've hurt... I wish I can see what's to be or what's ahead, but I have to keep reminding myself that I'm only human... I wish that I wasn't, but I can't wish that I was dead... That would hurt others even more than I used to think it would... Sorry, no matter how little it may be to you... Mafdet of Egypt · Fri Jun 29, 2007 @ 09:16pm · 2 Comments


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Ramza Iapis Akaea
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Fri Jun 29, 2007 @ 09:29pm

Don't worry about me, Rose. I'm always getting hurt. I'm used to it by now. And for the most part, it's my mental state. I know everything will work out, but I just can't get my hopes up. Even if I wanted to, I can't mentally do it right now. I'm sorry for the pain it causes you to know how I feel, but I can't help it. That's what's there and all I can do is ride it out and see what comes about as a result.

Super_Saiyan_20_ZAIN
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Sat Jun 30, 2007 @ 01:57am

*huggles tight* I'm here still.. If that helps any..

Rose...

Just remember...

26 more days..

Just remember what i told you to remember before i left.. Please Rose remember..
*hugs tighter, not letting go*

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