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“Maybe”




Just sittin’ in my room
Think all the words you said
I hear you slam the door and drove away
Saying to myself
Why oh why I did that to you
Why oh why Can’t I show you
I love you

I’m afraid of getting hurt again
I’m afraid to open myself
I grab a pen and paper too
Starting to write these...
words out of my mind

Maybe oh Maybe
if I were a boy would you love me
As a brother than a sister?
Maybe oh Maybe
If I were gone would your life be happier
without me?
Or would you miss me or would you run after me?
Maybe oh Maybe
If I could show you that I love you whoooo
But I’m afraid

Sittin’ here just thinkin’ of you and me
I wish I changed into something I’m not
Then I would show you love oh
But the scars of past is still deep
they hurt night and day

I just put a fake smile to fool those
I love but you only you could see the
Pain I’m going through
I want to spill it out to you yet
I take it out on you and I regret it

Maybe oh Maybe
if I were a boy would you love me
As a brother than a sister?
Maybe oh Maybe
If I were gone would your life be happier
without me?
Or would you miss me or would you run after me?
Maybe oh Maybe
If I could show you that I love you whoooo


Maybe oh Maybe
if I were a boy would you love me
As a brother than a sister?
Maybe oh Maybe
If I were gone would your life be happier
without me?
Or would you miss me or would you run after me?
Maybe oh Maybe
If I could show you that I love you whoooo
But I’m afraid

Layin’ here looking up at the stars remembering
The past where we had were the love was so strong
but now its fading and its all my fault that I
let you go..deep in my heart where the closed door of myself
and my love for you hides for I’m afraid of getting hurt agian
But....

Oh Maybe your light can open the doors to see the love I have for you...
Like you been there for me when I needed you the most but never showed it

OOOOHHHHH

Maybe oh Maybe
if I were a boy would you love me
As a brother than a sister?
Maybe oh Maybe
If I were gone would your life be happier
without me?
Or would you miss me or would you run after me?
Maybe oh Maybe
If I could show you that I love you whoooo
But I’m afraid

Or just maybe I’m just never been there for you when you needed me the most