Sooooo... I currently have [roughly] 41$ in the bank, and a 90$ PayPal bill sitting on my desk.
WTF, THNX! D<
I'm so mad at myself, and the world....
And that brings us to the fact that my emotions are as shaky as my finances. They've been up and down, and all around, but mostly, stuck in APATHY. What a wonderful IN-BETWEENER!
Yes, APATHY , that seemingly everlasting feeling in which I sit and think
"Whatever.... x.x"
And I just continue to sit here, not really doing anything, not really, just scrolling through Gaia, like the lame a** that I am.
The worst bit is, I have NOTHING to be sad about.... although I don't really have anything to be happy about either. BUT THAT'S A BIT IRRELEVENT I THINK.
OKAY! [whining iz over nao] SO ,to find happiness one must make happiness, right?
So, first things first. I'm going to make my happiness, now I'll type up a list of IMPORTANT THINGS that I need to do to make my happiness. ^^Yayyy!
*1. GET A JOB. [for moneyz]
2. PUT MONEYZ IN THE BANK.
3. PAY OFF PAYPAL.
Seeing as my mom paid those for me......
*PAY MOM BACK 200$
4. CLOSE PAYPAL ACCOUNT.
5. CLOSE BANK ACCOUNT.
6. OPEN NEW BANK ACCOUNT. [somewhere closer to home]
7. DO SHOPPE COMMISSIONS. [good practice and gets me goldz]
8. WRITE FOR IDEAS. [so as to sort things out before the comic format]
9. DRAW COMICS FOR SAID IDEAS.
10. SEND OUT COMICS TO GET PUBLISHED!
11. GET HEALTHY. [for once]
I shall strike then out as I complete them. heart
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