Yeah, today I've had the worst happen. My dad (who divorced my mom right when I was born, is that weren't already a bad sign) calls saying he wants me for a week. Well I don't want that cuz he never lets me on the computer and I couldn't hang out here or talk to Ian. I can't say "no" cuz he'll get really mad, so I tell him "Mom doesn't like that" so he goes "Well let me talk to her when she gets home" and hangs up, never saying "I love you". So I tell mom to tell him that she doesn't like the idea.So he calls and shes like " I have no problem with it so don't yet at me (she's basically telling him to yell at me!) " so she takes the frikin phone to me and he yells at me, and I'm crying while mom just watchs this happen. Then he screams at me, I ball my eyes out and he hangs up. I 'm so afraid to face him again... and it's almost my b-day (I totally forgot). I just wanna run away and snuggle in warm blanket....I was never his girl...I always wanted to be "Daddy's little girl" but i'm not...and never will be...
 Neonasaurus · Sat Jul 21, 2007 @ 01:55am · 2 Comments |
