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sometimes I wonder if you guys are really my friends.
Maybe I'm not really friends with anyone, they just don't want me to get all angry and emo because they're not my friends.
Maybe they laugh at me when I'm not around, and then just pretend to be my friends for a good laugh, and someday I'm going to go back home and see that
everyone's laughing at me for believing it.
Maybe it's only in those moments of paranoia, nothing I think is true.
Sometimes, when I'm alone or when you do certain things, I wonder if you're only my friends out of pity.
Maybe he hates me and he doesn't want to say it, so he pretends like I'm his best friend.
He doesn't like to talk to me that much anymore, he just goes into towns, sits down, and just...leaves without a word.
I used to get on at seven in the morning just to talk to him, and now it seems he's purposely avoiding me.
Now there's a girl who's almost replaced me...but she's my friend too, so I can't get angry...
After all, I don't own him, he's not mine, no one ever said we'd be friends forever.
But sometimes I wonder if you can get tired of friends, like he's getting tired of me being around.
I miss being able to be friends with everyone, and now that I've started fights, I feel sad.
sometimes I wonder if you guys are really my friends.
Maybe I'm not really friends with anyone, they just don't want me to get all angry and emo because they're not my friends.
Maybe they laugh at me when I'm not around, and then just pretend to be my friends for a good laugh, and someday I'm going to go back home and see that
everyone's laughing at me for believing it.
Maybe it's only in those moments of paranoia, nothing I think is true.
Sometimes, when I'm alone or when you do certain things, I wonder if you're only my friends out of pity.
Maybe he hates me and he doesn't want to say it, so he pretends like I'm his best friend.
He doesn't like to talk to me that much anymore, he just goes into towns, sits down, and just...leaves without a word.
I used to get on at seven in the morning just to talk to him, and now it seems he's purposely avoiding me.
Now there's a girl who's almost replaced me...but she's my friend too, so I can't get angry...
After all, I don't own him, he's not mine, no one ever said we'd be friends forever.
But sometimes I wonder if you can get tired of friends, like he's getting tired of me being around.
I miss being able to be friends with everyone, and now that I've started fights, I feel sad.
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I wonder all the time.
I'm always getting replaced.
I'm glad to have you as a friend though.
You seriously are great.
No one laughs at you.
&& To prevent getting replaced,
talk to him more than you've ever talked to him.
Have fun with him && laugh.
Raine, ilu && I'm positive a lot of people do too <33