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I don't care if anyone reads this. I'm doing this for myself. I'm just going to write down all the things I wish I could say to my brother, but you see... It won't matter if I say them, because they won't reach his ears.
Poem 1:
Another addict... Looking for his fix...
Why Brian?
How could you do this?
To yourself, to us...
Well, I know you probably don't care that I'm laying here crying.
Why Brian?
Do you know that with every sip,
You get that much closer to dying?
I can't speak to you.
I can't see you.
Because you don't see me,
Or Mom
Or Dad
Or Chris
Or Ed
Or Joseph
Or Jack
Or Ben
Even Ebee.
Why couldn't you see me, though?
That promise you made me.
That we made.
Did you mean it?
Or did you just want me to shut up?
I don't know that guy in Harris County Penatentury,
He's a stranger to me.
Poem 2:
Where is my brother?
No not him, the other.
Where is Uncle Brian, Aunt Kay?
Why did he have to go away?
Where is bri-bri?
Why isn't he here to make me smile so I don't cry?
Because he likes to lie.
He also likes to drown.
Deep into the pit of addiction.
Down, down, down.
Every rabbit-hole has an end Brian...
But this time.. That good ole district judge... He ain't buyin'
No...
It all ends here.
You are not my brother.
You have changed into another.
So go on, sip that beer.
At least it won't leave you, right?
Even if you use it...
Why couldn't you see?
That it wasn't just me!
Ed,
Chris,
Amber,
Mom,
Dad,
Joseph,
Ben,
Jack,
And the other sister you betrayed... Ebee...
I guess the bars are now your family...
Have fun, because I know that even after you get out of those...
You'll still be in them...
So where is my brother?
Well, he's turned into another.
A stranger,
A danger...
Another hero..
Another mindless mishap.
So any other questions?
Or do I have to recap?
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 Alucarda Incarnate · Thu Aug 02, 2007 @ 12:19am · 1 Comments |
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