The sky is enormous and goes on forever - how can I write all these thoughts down on paper when I'm so lost in that sky?
Hmmm....
My best friend's starting college in a week or so. I haven't seen her since she moved, back at the beginning of summer and I really miss her. I'm so tired... worrying really takes all the energy you ever had out of you... I really miss her. But life proceeds as normal. Sometimes it's not really fair. I really wish she was still here with me for the rest of highschool, but at the same time I'm so glad she's doing what she wants to do. I think she's going to be a teacher of some sort. Natnat is sort of an indecisive person. But I loves her... yeah.
Hitsuji and I both miss her, really. She's one of those people you hate or you love for eternity. Everyone's always telling me that I'm a very lovable person, but I don't really think I am. Or maybe I'm just getting depressed again. I have the tendency to do that. It's really amazing. I can go from on top of the world at one second and then I'm completely down in the dumps. Sometimes I thin I'm bipolar, but momma says I'm not. I trust her opinion, she's a registered nurse and stuff. I also have the tendency to ramble, as you've probably guessed. And jump ultra-randomly from subject to subject. I also make really esoteric connections between topics and things.
Oh well. Part of me, I guess. So yeah, I still don't see how I'm even remotely lovable.
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Fuzen-sama · Sat Aug 11, 2007 @ 06:00pm · 2 Comments
Don't be sad Bobbin. How can you say that? Everything about you screams "LOVEABLE!!!" Really. I wouldn't lie. heartheart Anyway, it is natural and good that you feel sad that your friend is moving away. It hurts to feel like you're losing someone close to you, especially if you don't let many people get close. Don't deny it, Bobbin, I know all! Try to hold on to her, kay? 'Cause it's good for you to be close to people, even if you get hurt like this. It helps you grow.... If anyone ever hurts you on purpose, though, just point them out. screamevil They won't know what hit 'em. 3nodding keep being brave!
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Elesariin · Community Member · Mon Aug 13, 2007 @ 04:49pm
Just because you tend to get depressed sometimes doesn't mean that you're bipolar. :3
Everyone has their moments where they in and out of depression, or they're just kind of down sometimes. A person can't be happy everyday. It's impossible.
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MythicalYoko · Community Member · Tue Aug 14, 2007 @ 04:25am