<center>there is just one thing in life i seem to never get...
true happiness
sure i'm happy a lot...but am i really "happy"
is everything inside me focused on the hapiness?
no...I still have hate building inside me
there's some negativity going on
i know there's is only one way i can reach true happiness...
and that is the day i die...
all my thoughts and responsability are vanished
and i have me to myself...with no one to bother me
no one to interfere
no one to make me un-happy
no one to make my heart hurt...but that's when i die
for now i have to live with this pain...
especially the pain of loving you and knowing you have no feelings what so ever for me
not even hate
this feeling i get of knowing i don't excist to you is worst than any physical pain i could ever get
even if you hate me i know i atleast excist somehow in your eyes...i'm atleast notice...but i'm not...not even dead
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It's awesome!! heart 3nodding