AM I A FRIGGEN BAD FRIEND!? Personally I don't think so. Sure I can be a little misunderstanding and okay I can be a little rash. BUT THIS IS WORSE THEN ME! "They understand me better" she says. MY a** THEY DO!! I'VE KNOWN HER FOR A WHOLE TWO YEARS AND THESE MOUNTAIN VIEW KIDS WHOM SHE'S ONLY KNOWN FOR WEEKS UNDERSTAND HER BETTER THEN I DO!? Okay so maybe they do understand her better then I do. I mean she was always clingy to me and I wanted to get away from her. No sweat it's fine, she can go be a mountain view prep b***h whomo no one back at Holloman cares about. It's fine! MY a** IT'S FINE I WANNA WRING HER ASIAN NECK!! I'VE KNOWN HER FOR A WHOLE TWO YEARS AND I WAS HER FIRST FRIEND DAMMIT! WITHOUT ME SHE WOULD HAVE COMMITED SUICIDE AND OCNTINUED TO CUT HERSELF! I COULD HAVE LET HER BE ALONE AND KNOW ABSOLUTLY NO ONE! SHE COULD BE A LONER I DON'T GIVE A CHICKEN s**t!! I'LL KILL HER!! And it really hurts. I mean I'm not uberly mad it just really hurts. She claimed she wouldn't leave us but I knew she would and she did. "I won't leave if you guys don;t want me too." My a**. It hurts, like a needle. But not anything major. I expected it. And if you are reading this I personally despise you for going against your word but hey. Life gets in the way. And that's High School. b***h.
Your Missing Period · Tue Aug 28, 2007 @ 01:35am · 2 Comments |