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Life is a lie
To lie is life

As a girl I’ve been lied to
Too many times to count
Why do boys think
Girls don’t know the truth
That they can get away
With hurting us
And treating us like s**t
We don’t understand
Why they act like that
Our eyes are opened
The first time we’re wronged
We see the world
As a male dominated world
That they lie
To get everything
Even something so precious
Something like love
They get you
Then break you
When they lie to your face
And in turn
Breaks your heart
They leave you alone
Wrapped up in their lies
It’s always a best friend
Or a friend’s sister
We just wish
You’d tell the truth
Before you hurt us…
Or at least
That’s how I feel…




Dreaming

I walk a lonely corridor
With slippers on my feet
As I walk through my dream-like world
I wonder who I’ll meet

A friendly little goblin
To help point out the way
A radiant, glowing unicorn
To help keep fear at bay

A giant to help me cross
Large, unexpected gaps
A witch who will heal me
With just a single zap

A mermaid to swim in
All of my unshed tears
A slumbering dragon
As a cave draws near

Mischievous little pixies
Who will turn me around
So I don’t know where I came from
And where to I was bound

A handsome knight
In shining armor
A prince in disguise
As a dusty, tired farmer

A friendly old woman
Who can change into anything
And if I come upon a maze
I’ll trail some magic string

And yet I’m still alone
As I wander down the hall
And I’ll continue to hear echoes
Whenever I shout or call

Cause the one person I want
Standing right next to me
Is never around
Instead it’s just me
Because you are no knight
In your armor to hide
You’re the one prince for me
Who’ll not stand by my side



I’m Sorry

I’m sorry I doubted you
I’m sorry I didn’t believe
I’m sorry for not trusting
I’m sorry for not saying it
I’m sorry I got jealous
I’m sorry for the comparison
between you and them
I’m sorry for the lies
I’m sorry for the pain
I’m sorry for making you choose
I’m sorry for the tears
I’m sorry for falling away
I’m sorry for the distance
between you and I
I’m sorry for the insults
I’m sorry for the notes
I’m sorry for my friends
I’m sorry for my family
I’m sorry for being selfish
I’m sorry for acting
just like a selfish b***h

But I’m not sorry
For loving you so much…