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	Sage's Song Book It's mainly songs that leave me with something. But that won't be all... >.< there's still going to be those days where my little song book will transform into almost a Therapist....>.<


You ever get that feeling, that you're alone, but really you're not? Or that you want to be alone.....but then again you don't? Or even that you're invisible? I kinda feel like that lately. I feel so out of it. I'm not sure what's real anymore. Sometimes I just start to cry. I feel broken. I'm so happy that I have my friends. They are the best thing/ only thing I've got right now. If it wasn't for them I'd have nothing and I'd be sad and alone. I'm not totally sure why I have these feelings......my dad? I'm not sure. I feel like I'm hurting those that I love and care for. I'm scared that I might be hurting them. If I am, I am sorry. Please tell. I need to know. If something, anything, is bothering you please tell me. I want to help. I will do everthing in my power to help, or at least try too. Sage_Hirihono · Sat May 28, 2005 @ 01:16am · 6 Comments


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idiotscope
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Sat May 28, 2005 @ 02:43am

you know i used to feel like that.. and sometimes i still do... that was right before i went suicidal........ yeah i got over it though but if you ever need a hug or some one to talk to call me okay !! ??!! heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart

Sage_Hirihono
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Sat May 28, 2005 @ 03:36am

Thanx...*hugs*

souless_hiei
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Wed Jun 01, 2005 @ 02:00am

Reggie Haven
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Tue Jun 07, 2005 @ 02:31am

I get that feeling too stormy *pats head* its ok! *huggs you* feel better you! you know you can call me anytime if you wanna talk to me.... so yeah...
want me phonie?

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Wed Jun 08, 2005 @ 03:28pm

Replace "my dad" with "my mom" and this could be my journal at certain days. I know the feeling. I live for my friends, if I lost them ...

The truth is, we want to hang around with friends. We want to be that certain someone that your friends will miss when you're not there. But at times when we're alone, we look for an excuse as why we are alone. We like to think that we want to be alone, but in fact we're not.

And when we're actually with friends, sometimes our brains can't accept it. Wondering why it's not always like this and we'll think about the lone times we have afterwards.

Your friends love you, maybe you're scared to accept/believe it...

Athira_Korigashine
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Sun Jun 12, 2005 @ 06:57am

c shin may be right..usually when ur alone...u don't want to be but then again u feel like it...he may be right and take souless hie's advice...she's also right...just remember...friends are there for whatever reason...they do care and they will help...ok?...don't worry about it too much...if I was like that...I mean thinking about it...I would get a headache..so do me that favor! hehe...take care..^_^

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