Ok people I made a promise to never use those songs you just read unless I really ment it.
But now I feel so lost and confused, my mom in her sickness threatin to commit sucide, while I was in school we got the police called on us.
When my older sis got home; everything went down hill.
Next thing I know I'm on the floor crying "Just shoot me! Every one would be happier if I was gone! I'm one less problem! I want to die!"
Now I'm telling you all this because I want to bleive that maybe someone might know me or know of me in real life, see me and give me a kind word, not the scorn.
People when some one simles they may just be fakeing it.
Thats what I've been doing.
I'm noy shuer of anything any more.
And yes peole I see a shrink: She's my next-door-nighbor.
I will try to be a bit more happier, so dont worry.
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I'm a girl that plans on puting the lyrics to her fave songs in here. But evey now and then put some random BS or peoms and maybe some stories.
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