1) Well, if you've looked at my profile recently, I added some text that is odd and confusing. Its mainly about me and my best friend. She has been "diagnosed" with depression, and she says I'm the fxcking cause of it, so I'm pretty mad. I'm not able to talk to her anymore, I can't stand up to what she said...
2) I've been pondering the meaning of life. Did you know that that there is no reason?!?!?!
3) I have been crying myself to sleep the last few days. I'm not sure why, but I know that there is a reason somewhere inside me...
4) I have been cutting myself lately... I try to stop, but I can't, it makes me happy... I made the huge mistake of telling my high school "adviser" but she told my parents and now my parents are doing the whole "Keep her away from sharp objects" thing. I HATE THIS!!!!
The Killing Jar · Fri Sep 21, 2007 @ 12:11am · 2 Comments |