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"All you need is love." ~John Lenan~

These words are one of the many sayings about love that we hold close hoping we will find it one day. Again I found someone I love and this time they are taken from me. So I have to wait years before I can have any real contact with them. (No not even through gaia pms.)
"Why would you wait that long one friend asked me. I answer because she is perfect for me in everyway I could imagine. She is more than all the world could offer me.
Yet hear I am again miserable with the hope that one day I will hold her in my arms and kiss her lips. Will it happen? As long as she waits, I will wait.

"Incomplete" Backstreet Boys (Don't make fun of the music I like. -_-)

Without the I feel so empty. Its been 4 days since I have slept. each morning lying there tears filling my eyes as I think of only her. Calling my friend to try and clear my mind enough to sleep with no success. I feel like a piece of me has been ripped away. I suppose soon I will sleep out of pure lack of strength in my body to stay awake, but I hope it doesn't take that long.

"Broken" Seether with Amy Lee

I know she feels the same way and I know she will wait for me. She is my everything. She is the beat of my heart, the light of my soul, and the thoughts running threw my mind.
We have everything in common and its hard to be mad at her even when I know I should be. I miss her so much and even though it is torture to think of her every minute, I do not wish for a moment of peace.

"Lullaby" Shawn Mullins

I know she misses me and because of the situation (which I will ask no one to bother me about if you don't already know) she might never read this. I wish I could be with her just to tell her everythings gonna to be alright. Yet I know that the only time she will hear me is in her thoughts and if I am lucky dreams. (sorry inside joke.)

"I will follow you into the Dark" Death Cab For Cutie

I feel alone, and am glad my friends are here for me. I know she feels alone and I wish I could hug her and tell her that I will always be with her even though we are so far apart.

"City of Angels" GooGoo Dolls (goes by another name to I believe.)

I would give anything for the day I can talk to you again to come tomorrow and I am sure that she wishs for the same. I know most wont understand why I am this emotional about her, but she is my heart. Without her its hard to feel and what I do feel is pain and agony. I don't hate the one who caused this, I wish they wouldn't of but what's done is done.

"Austin" Blake Shelton

I know you wont be 100% the same but I wont stop loving you. I wont ever stop loving you ever. You've dug so deep in my heart that every thought I have leads to you.

"Hey There Delilah" Plain White T

I will be waiting and I hope you get to read this. I will be waiting for you my love. Don't worry my friends are making sure I eat and I am sure I will start to sleep again soon. I love you and miss you deeply. heart You will always be my penguin. xP